I am very blessed to be able to spend this time home for the holidays. Seeing family and friends and spending good quality time is all I ever want for Christmas.
This year, being physically farther away, and knowing I will not be back here for about 8 months leaves the holidays bitter sweet. Also, there seems to be a feeling of living a double life when I am home. At the farm, it is easy to live an intentional life. There is time to think about your actions and how you want to be(sometimes ).Simplicity is easier there...the farm is set up for it. Daily reflection is easier there, especially with no tvs around. So, coming home is a treat being able to see everyone, to call and text 24/7 to watch tv and have whatever stores needed within a reasonable reach....but in a way it feels like I am also living a double life. When I am at the farm....that life seems so normal...and when I first got home...things seemed a bit crowded...it was almost overwhelming...well now...home seems normal again and life at the farm seems well so far away...like another lifetime....how can it be that we can adjust so quickly to things that are so different? One thing I am learning this time around which I didn't learn at Thanksgiving...is to try and reconcile the two lifestyles into one...mix the two extremes into one better lifestyle....if I can take how I live at the farm and bring it out into the world I am from...which will be much harder....well, I think that is the real challenge....anyways just some thoughts...
Things at home have been great! Seeing those I love, feeling loved...and trying to share a little of the farm with them here....
Today we are off to see the Christmas Spectacular at Radio City...then dinner with Nana...perfect!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
December Recap
Now that I am safely at home...reflecting on the past few weeks...its a blur...December seemed to rush in and rush out...just in time for me to catch my bearings and return home for one of my favorite times of year.
Looking back, I was picked up from the plane at Thanksgiving by Jamie and Alex to find much had occurred at the farm while I was gone. Also, Luke, would be staying with us. A day later, Wright State arrived and brought a sense of normalcy to the farm. They were great and helped us get our footing again...reminding us or me rather why I am here....
Although we had a week "off'" after the group...it was one of the the most weeks "on" I have ever had at the farm. We had many cookies to bake and homemade cards to distribute...we decided to make enough to not only distribute to our friends but also those from the pantry...what a task! We re stocked the clothing pantry and sent many hours in there cleaning and sorting etc etc etc...we prepped for Project Merry Christmas...and delivered many truck loads of firewood
Then, a group of young adults came to the farm for the weekend, they actually were friends with Alex and helped ringing the Salvation army bell, at the pantry and baking a few hundred cookies...It was nice to see young adults getting together to do some good and share their faith...pretty cool!
Before that group left, the project Merry Christmas volunteers began trickling in...and from then on until the end of Project..things did not stop...Project Merry Christmas is an event put on by the ministerial association in the county...They provide food vouchers to families and gifts for all who qualify. So, we spent days sorting gifts, buying gifts and setting up gifts in store-like displays....it was a wonderful event and went so smooth! It was so fun to be able to help made people's Christmas's great! During these crazy days, we also rotated people ringing the Salvation army bell, as well as at the food pantry and delivering/ chopping firewood...Again, they were such a great group of people...it was really great to meet and serve with them and learn from them.... we couldn't have done it all without them! On the groups last day ,they stayed to help us pack about 360 food boxes at the pantry...whew what a task! As they left...we had some volunteers staying with us...so the dream of sleep was pushed a few more days away... More days at the pantry, and some cleanup around the farm...it was great to have the extra helpers around because the farm managers were wiped. Past farm managers, past volunteers, and first time volunteers...it was great to meet and serve with them all...thanks for helping us this month!
The month concluded with the Christmas pantry handout...which although is one of my favorite things...I found myself a little less patient, less friendly and more tired...and looking back I think I was spent...emotionally and physically tired...so it is good to get a rest....after saying goodbye to our last volunteers we had to rush and pack our bags and pack the farm because a storm was headed our way...we then went caroling with the church and then headed to bossman's house to sleep before our journey to the airport...Goodbye farm...thanks for all you taught me this month!
Looking back, I was picked up from the plane at Thanksgiving by Jamie and Alex to find much had occurred at the farm while I was gone. Also, Luke, would be staying with us. A day later, Wright State arrived and brought a sense of normalcy to the farm. They were great and helped us get our footing again...reminding us or me rather why I am here....
Although we had a week "off'" after the group...it was one of the the most weeks "on" I have ever had at the farm. We had many cookies to bake and homemade cards to distribute...we decided to make enough to not only distribute to our friends but also those from the pantry...what a task! We re stocked the clothing pantry and sent many hours in there cleaning and sorting etc etc etc...we prepped for Project Merry Christmas...and delivered many truck loads of firewood
Then, a group of young adults came to the farm for the weekend, they actually were friends with Alex and helped ringing the Salvation army bell, at the pantry and baking a few hundred cookies...It was nice to see young adults getting together to do some good and share their faith...pretty cool!
Before that group left, the project Merry Christmas volunteers began trickling in...and from then on until the end of Project..things did not stop...Project Merry Christmas is an event put on by the ministerial association in the county...They provide food vouchers to families and gifts for all who qualify. So, we spent days sorting gifts, buying gifts and setting up gifts in store-like displays....it was a wonderful event and went so smooth! It was so fun to be able to help made people's Christmas's great! During these crazy days, we also rotated people ringing the Salvation army bell, as well as at the food pantry and delivering/ chopping firewood...Again, they were such a great group of people...it was really great to meet and serve with them and learn from them.... we couldn't have done it all without them! On the groups last day ,they stayed to help us pack about 360 food boxes at the pantry...whew what a task! As they left...we had some volunteers staying with us...so the dream of sleep was pushed a few more days away... More days at the pantry, and some cleanup around the farm...it was great to have the extra helpers around because the farm managers were wiped. Past farm managers, past volunteers, and first time volunteers...it was great to meet and serve with them all...thanks for helping us this month!
The month concluded with the Christmas pantry handout...which although is one of my favorite things...I found myself a little less patient, less friendly and more tired...and looking back I think I was spent...emotionally and physically tired...so it is good to get a rest....after saying goodbye to our last volunteers we had to rush and pack our bags and pack the farm because a storm was headed our way...we then went caroling with the church and then headed to bossman's house to sleep before our journey to the airport...Goodbye farm...thanks for all you taught me this month!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Holidays keep rolling by
As the days go by...its getting closer to that special day, and things at the farm seem to be busier and busier. I am used to being busy, thats my life and how I have lived for the past 22 years, but I am not used to that here at the farm...the type of day where no matter how hard you try to fit it all in, well you just can't. And yet, looking back on each day we have fit a whole lot in...
Yesterday at the pantry we cleared off all the clothing on the hangers and packed it to be sent to missionaries...the clothes up had been there for weeks and were not being taken so it was time to put up a new bunch to be cycled through...its exciting putting up the new items hoping someone can use them for the Holiday season....but a lot of work all the same. After the sorting was done, we headed back to the farm and then to Church for the mass celebrating the immaculate conception...it was nice...surprisingly large crowd. After church we had a an interesting conversation with Luke about how this day is a huge celebration for women of the church in Kenya...and how the women celebrate all night long...interesting. Also, we discussed the cultural perceptions between those deciding to go into religious life in the US and in Kenya...very different...In Kenya he explained almost every family has someone that is a priest, brother or sister, its a sense of pride for the family...where as in my experience, those I know here in the US, people seem to not want to be called...having a family seems most desirable...children, the sense of pride...interesting... again, there is a lot for me to learn about this world.
Today, I woke up to our power being out. The strong wind storm we had caused the problem. Also, the rain storm from the night before caused many spots on the creek to flood over.. we were worried for a bit that we might have a flood..but things are fine now. For lunch, to celebrate Christmas, Wild woman took the four of us to the chicken house...it was delicious...and a great time.
Now, we are waiting to return to town for a night of caroling, sweets and an Ecumenical candle light tour of the churches in town...should be wonderful!
Until next time,
peace,
Colleen
Yesterday at the pantry we cleared off all the clothing on the hangers and packed it to be sent to missionaries...the clothes up had been there for weeks and were not being taken so it was time to put up a new bunch to be cycled through...its exciting putting up the new items hoping someone can use them for the Holiday season....but a lot of work all the same. After the sorting was done, we headed back to the farm and then to Church for the mass celebrating the immaculate conception...it was nice...surprisingly large crowd. After church we had a an interesting conversation with Luke about how this day is a huge celebration for women of the church in Kenya...and how the women celebrate all night long...interesting. Also, we discussed the cultural perceptions between those deciding to go into religious life in the US and in Kenya...very different...In Kenya he explained almost every family has someone that is a priest, brother or sister, its a sense of pride for the family...where as in my experience, those I know here in the US, people seem to not want to be called...having a family seems most desirable...children, the sense of pride...interesting... again, there is a lot for me to learn about this world.
Today, I woke up to our power being out. The strong wind storm we had caused the problem. Also, the rain storm from the night before caused many spots on the creek to flood over.. we were worried for a bit that we might have a flood..but things are fine now. For lunch, to celebrate Christmas, Wild woman took the four of us to the chicken house...it was delicious...and a great time.
Now, we are waiting to return to town for a night of caroling, sweets and an Ecumenical candle light tour of the churches in town...should be wonderful!
Until next time,
peace,
Colleen
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Post Thanksgiving Catch up
Sorry for the lack of posts...after thanksgiving things have a been a whirl wind...
So, ill keep it short...I came back to the farm and jumped into the week of Wright state students. They were great! Very kind and reflective but also fun...they got a lot of work done and it was a nice transition for me coming back from home to the week. I was able to settle back into the farm quite easily...thanks guys for giving me that gift. Seeing the farm make a difference in other peoples lives...reminds me why I came down here...sometimes its funny how you can forget that...especially when being home...a place where there is comfort and I am so loved...so it was good to come back to that.
Since then...we have a new member in the staff house...Luke from Kenya. So, the four of us have been very busy trying to spread Christmas cheer...we baked cookies all weekend...delivered a st. Nicholas surprise on bossman joe's doorstep, we attended a benefit concert for the pantry and we delivered cookies and cards to many of our friends in the community. So today we are off to clean the pantry and get it ready for the big handout on the 18th...so until then...
we will continue to be Santa's elves...
and while being so busy trying to make time to keep whats really important in focus..each other and God...and the reason for the season...trying to fit it all in and keep a sense of peace...
off to work now...
sending my love, wishing peace,
Colleen
So, ill keep it short...I came back to the farm and jumped into the week of Wright state students. They were great! Very kind and reflective but also fun...they got a lot of work done and it was a nice transition for me coming back from home to the week. I was able to settle back into the farm quite easily...thanks guys for giving me that gift. Seeing the farm make a difference in other peoples lives...reminds me why I came down here...sometimes its funny how you can forget that...especially when being home...a place where there is comfort and I am so loved...so it was good to come back to that.
Since then...we have a new member in the staff house...Luke from Kenya. So, the four of us have been very busy trying to spread Christmas cheer...we baked cookies all weekend...delivered a st. Nicholas surprise on bossman joe's doorstep, we attended a benefit concert for the pantry and we delivered cookies and cards to many of our friends in the community. So today we are off to clean the pantry and get it ready for the big handout on the 18th...so until then...
we will continue to be Santa's elves...
and while being so busy trying to make time to keep whats really important in focus..each other and God...and the reason for the season...trying to fit it all in and keep a sense of peace...
off to work now...
sending my love, wishing peace,
Colleen
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
hindsight is 20/20
So they say Hind sight is 20/20... I have learned something this week even while away from the farm. I find that sometimes when you are in the midst of something it seems worse than it is, more important than it is, a bigger issue than it is, or sometimes even better than it really is....
Sometimes it takes the removal of oneself from a situation to see the true perspective...looking back things in the past look a little differently...perhaps also in the future when writing posts I should reflect more before writing on my experience directly afterwards...sometimes time is all you need....visiting home and visiting Marist and my team this week were great! and yet, seeing my self just a few months ago...a person equally as concerned with some of the same issues that I now find....not as consuming...well, its an interesting perspective
Sometimes it takes the removal of oneself from a situation to see the true perspective...looking back things in the past look a little differently...perhaps also in the future when writing posts I should reflect more before writing on my experience directly afterwards...sometimes time is all you need....visiting home and visiting Marist and my team this week were great! and yet, seeing my self just a few months ago...a person equally as concerned with some of the same issues that I now find....not as consuming...well, its an interesting perspective
Bishop Hendriken
Last week we had the pleasure of hosting Bishop Hendriken High School from RI. There is so much to say...it was a great week, the guys had lots of energy. They really held community as a priority and were eager to experience all they could at the farm. Sometimes for me, back to back groups are challenging in the fact that I am emotionally drained. This week especially the first half I felt I wasn't giving 100% to the group b/c I was tired...somehow I felt guilty about this. However, the week went great and it was a lesson for me that number one: I am learning slowly that I still have lots to learn and two: that its not all about me. I realised that the week people come to the farm and the work done are all about God. When we have a successful week...its not us doing it, its God working through us...and also that sometimes what we classify as good and bad well...are not ours to judge.....ultimately in the end I learned that I am not in control.
Now removed from the week I think of packing many food boxes, visiting wild woman and seeing the boys feed the cows hay from their mouths, putting in and cutting insulation, backing the van into a ditch, almost sliding the van off the bridge, delivering firewood and moving Christmas supplies...from rock climbing and pirate fighting...their were many laughs...thanks guys for a great week
Now removed from the week I think of packing many food boxes, visiting wild woman and seeing the boys feed the cows hay from their mouths, putting in and cutting insulation, backing the van into a ditch, almost sliding the van off the bridge, delivering firewood and moving Christmas supplies...from rock climbing and pirate fighting...their were many laughs...thanks guys for a great week
Thursday, November 19, 2009
New Experiences
This week has been great so far...and when the group leaves I will write the normal reflection raving about how wonderful it was. Today instead in the few quick moments Ive been reflecting on the past few weeks and months and all of the things I have experienced...I am so excited to come home Saturday and I am the same...but also looking back I feel different too. I think for one thing I have my priorities in order and I realize the importance of rest. I am happy here, but being away I do miss home. And, maybe being a little farther away made me realize even more just how fortunate I am.
Now I am no longer afraid to get lost or knock on a strangers door...showering once a week, not wearing make up, and work boots are everyday dress, I am for once comfortable not stressing about running, and for once a fan of cats...I know how to compost and empty grease traps...I can chainsaw and do construction...and am a pro at packing a couple hundred boxes of food. I have buried a cat,and put insulation into a house, and ripped rose bushes and logs with a truck and a chain...I've learned to sew and to cook for many...I have also most recently backed a 15 passenger van into a ditch and had to be pulled out by the construction workers vehicle...I've been challenged physically and mentally and I can't wait to share everything with those I love at home
Now I am no longer afraid to get lost or knock on a strangers door...showering once a week, not wearing make up, and work boots are everyday dress, I am for once comfortable not stressing about running, and for once a fan of cats...I know how to compost and empty grease traps...I can chainsaw and do construction...and am a pro at packing a couple hundred boxes of food. I have buried a cat,and put insulation into a house, and ripped rose bushes and logs with a truck and a chain...I've learned to sew and to cook for many...I have also most recently backed a 15 passenger van into a ditch and had to be pulled out by the construction workers vehicle...I've been challenged physically and mentally and I can't wait to share everything with those I love at home
Sunday, November 15, 2009
All about Perspective
Whatever the reason, last week left me especially tired. Many of the individuals were great and got so much out of the farm...so especially for their sake...I wish I could have given it more...I guess the way I could have given it more was to remember that its not all about me...regardless of how I am feeling...I still have to give my all...and remain open to the experience..one way for me that it could have been better was that at times there seemed to be a lack of community. Almost every meal there was not food left for those at the end of the line no matter how many times we reminded people about portion control...also getting volunteers for things was like pulling teeth many times...small things like that add up and make it difficult to live in an intentional present minded, voluntary simple lifestyle...small things... that do not seem important represent so much more...that for a week at least we are attempting to live a different way...its not about those individual small things but the bigger picture and what those things represent in our lives....anyways in the end there were many improvements in the group...and many got the farm....it just wiped us completely. The positive side was that as a three person team, us farm managers learned to handle many situations and we feel way more prepared to do so in the future. Overall it was a week of learning.
So, I would like to thank our last group for showing me a lot about myself and my coworkers and for still trying to experience things here despite everything. Thanks for keeping up the effort...I hope you remember all you learned at the farm.
This week, we've already got another group here...all boys from Rhode Island...nice to have people that have actually heard about my home and know being form New York does not mean I'm from the city...its nice to hear a New England accent also...reminds me of Marist...so far so good...until next time,
the ever learning farm manager,
Colleen
So, I would like to thank our last group for showing me a lot about myself and my coworkers and for still trying to experience things here despite everything. Thanks for keeping up the effort...I hope you remember all you learned at the farm.
This week, we've already got another group here...all boys from Rhode Island...nice to have people that have actually heard about my home and know being form New York does not mean I'm from the city...its nice to hear a New England accent also...reminds me of Marist...so far so good...until next time,
the ever learning farm manager,
Colleen
Thursday, November 12, 2009
New Challenges...new perspectives
Hey everyone...
as times get busier...posts become last on my priority list...I am good...its just been a long one. I am off to the dentist today so had some time to sneak in and write something quick...more to come but lets just say this week has been a challenging one...and yet at the same time...a good one because my perspectives have changed a bit...seeing God in it all...the hard and the easy...the struggles as blessings...well that is a blessing...updates to follow tomorrow...for now I'm off too the dentist to hopefully stop my need to tie my teeth together with dental floss
peace and love,
Colleen
as times get busier...posts become last on my priority list...I am good...its just been a long one. I am off to the dentist today so had some time to sneak in and write something quick...more to come but lets just say this week has been a challenging one...and yet at the same time...a good one because my perspectives have changed a bit...seeing God in it all...the hard and the easy...the struggles as blessings...well that is a blessing...updates to follow tomorrow...for now I'm off too the dentist to hopefully stop my need to tie my teeth together with dental floss
peace and love,
Colleen
Friday, November 6, 2009
Busy busy bees
This week was mainly the Colleen and Alex show since Jamie was away. Not being used to complete off weeks ...we kept ourselves pretty busy...Tuesday we ran some errands in town and then I got to sew with some women at church and attend a meeting about taking negativity out of my everyday habits and eventually my life
Wednesday me and Alex wanted to go on an adventure...being on a low budget we decided to head to Blue Licks battle field...we walked some trails made by buffalo herds years ago...saw the place of the Blue Licks battle and saw the site of old springs and old hotels during the 1800s...pretty neat all in all(pictures to follow at a later date)...we finished the nice day off with some time at applebees...a treat in civilization
Thursday we helped hand out government commodities at Licking Valley, went to mass and then went to Wild Woman's to share a pizza and watch survivor...we were spoiled
(today I also broke part of my permanent retainer even more...it was frustrating because something so small but for some reason bothered me...eventually through moms guidance and some nice people in town I have the name of a dentist in town I can hopefully see next Friday...hope my teeth don't move too much...still..something so small and silly...not sure why it was so frustrating)
Last but not least, today was handout day at the Pantry. Jamie was back and it was the first time all three of us were there for an entire pantry day. Although lots of work, I love pantry days. I have been lucky enough to work every handout since i have been here. I now recognize many of the people coming in and I know the system...its fun! Today was a good handout...the clothing section was pretty busy...as it gets colder we try and put warmer stuff out. In total we had about 230 families...so pretty good. There were many new faces. One highlight of the day was showing a young couple a fake Christmas tree we had in the back...they took it for their new apartment...to have for their first Christmas together...pretty cool...also we got to give George at the food pantry the 600 dollar check one of the Notre Dame students raised and mailed to us...that was a good thing as well...other than that...it was a good day with good people...now, I am tired and ready to rest up until our next group comes in tomorrow
until next time,
peace and love,
Colleen
Wednesday me and Alex wanted to go on an adventure...being on a low budget we decided to head to Blue Licks battle field...we walked some trails made by buffalo herds years ago...saw the place of the Blue Licks battle and saw the site of old springs and old hotels during the 1800s...pretty neat all in all(pictures to follow at a later date)...we finished the nice day off with some time at applebees...a treat in civilization
Thursday we helped hand out government commodities at Licking Valley, went to mass and then went to Wild Woman's to share a pizza and watch survivor...we were spoiled
(today I also broke part of my permanent retainer even more...it was frustrating because something so small but for some reason bothered me...eventually through moms guidance and some nice people in town I have the name of a dentist in town I can hopefully see next Friday...hope my teeth don't move too much...still..something so small and silly...not sure why it was so frustrating)
Last but not least, today was handout day at the Pantry. Jamie was back and it was the first time all three of us were there for an entire pantry day. Although lots of work, I love pantry days. I have been lucky enough to work every handout since i have been here. I now recognize many of the people coming in and I know the system...its fun! Today was a good handout...the clothing section was pretty busy...as it gets colder we try and put warmer stuff out. In total we had about 230 families...so pretty good. There were many new faces. One highlight of the day was showing a young couple a fake Christmas tree we had in the back...they took it for their new apartment...to have for their first Christmas together...pretty cool...also we got to give George at the food pantry the 600 dollar check one of the Notre Dame students raised and mailed to us...that was a good thing as well...other than that...it was a good day with good people...now, I am tired and ready to rest up until our next group comes in tomorrow
until next time,
peace and love,
Colleen
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Alex and Colleen...weekoff activities
This week Jamie is in DC visiting and me and Alex are left to our own devices. As newer farm managers it is our challenge to handle the farm without Jamie here. We have to plan for the next group...which is our biggest one yet, so its our time to really test our abilities. Being active individuals, we have already created quite the schedule for ourselves this week. Yesterday we spent a few hours cleaning up the clothing pantry..preparing it for this weekend's handout. We had a mini adventure when we heard some mice and Alex was brave enough to pick up the chocolate box they we hiding in...we drove them to a field and dropped them off...hopefully they wont make it back to the pantry.
Today we are planning for the next group and packing commodities at Licking Valley. Then, I am meeting some women at church to start our sewing project!! Following that, we have another church meeting...so...its a busy day..but in a good way
Today we are planning for the next group and packing commodities at Licking Valley. Then, I am meeting some women at church to start our sewing project!! Following that, we have another church meeting...so...its a busy day..but in a good way
Saying Goodbye to St. Martha's youth group
This past weekend we hosted a group from st.Marthas youth group. Although it can be hard to live and understand the farm in just a weekend...they did a great job! The one work day we gave them was very successful..they were fun to be around. I got to help cover a water pipe and also deliver firewood. At night since it was Halloween we took them to the Haunted Hotel in town...I was scared...it was all in good fun though! So, thanks guys for all you work and your company!!
Also, this weekend some very good firends of mine from my Kentucky experience came to visit...Jamie, Dave, Abby and Dan...the group represented my home in this area and it was such a gift to spend some time with them...reminded me of why I love that week so much!
Also, this weekend some very good firends of mine from my Kentucky experience came to visit...Jamie, Dave, Abby and Dan...the group represented my home in this area and it was such a gift to spend some time with them...reminded me of why I love that week so much!
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Thank You St. Dennis!!
I just wanted to extend a huge thank you to the St. Dennis Youth group!! Thanks guys for collecting and sending us the school supplies. They are here, and we have sorted them to be distributed to the schools this week. They will be a great help!
Thanks for extending your help and opening your heart to those you have yet to meet.
(Here are some pictures of us farm managers sorting through all of the wonderful supplies.)
Thank you again!
Wishing you Peace and many Blessings,
with love,
Colleen
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
friendly visits!!
Sorry it has been a while between posts...I was feeling a bit under the weather and was busy..so just now catching up on the routine.
After Notre Dame left, I was sad to see them go, but also jumping out of my skin with excitement because my other half, my two best friends from home were coming to visit me. Lindsay and Mel drove up from New York and spent most of the weekend here. At first deep down I think I may have been also a little nervous...not sure if I or they had changed in the two months we were apart, but no..things were as they should be.
It was great just to be with people who knew me so well...just being together was enough. Yet, I also wanted to show them around. We got to see Vanceburg and test out local restaurants. We went on a tour of Cascade cave at Carter Caves and saw real bats!After church on Sunday we spent the entire day hiking in the tree tops at Carter Cave trails. We saw beautiful natural bridges and the views were amazing. Hiking took a while because we just enjoyed it...took many pictures, collected leaves and we just happy together. From there we went to wildwomans to watch the amazing race and then retired back to the farm to rest up. It was such a good weekend to have a little bit of home here...thanks guys!!!(pictures will be put up when our computer stops being temperamental)
Anyways other than that, the last few days have been recovery...fighting off whatever bug was trying to bring us down. We hit our usual off week stops...the library! and yesterday I was able to spend most of the day painting since my family sent paints down with Linds and Mel...for today..its on to plan for this weekends groups.
Wishing you all good health
sending love,
Colleen
After Notre Dame left, I was sad to see them go, but also jumping out of my skin with excitement because my other half, my two best friends from home were coming to visit me. Lindsay and Mel drove up from New York and spent most of the weekend here. At first deep down I think I may have been also a little nervous...not sure if I or they had changed in the two months we were apart, but no..things were as they should be.
It was great just to be with people who knew me so well...just being together was enough. Yet, I also wanted to show them around. We got to see Vanceburg and test out local restaurants. We went on a tour of Cascade cave at Carter Caves and saw real bats!After church on Sunday we spent the entire day hiking in the tree tops at Carter Cave trails. We saw beautiful natural bridges and the views were amazing. Hiking took a while because we just enjoyed it...took many pictures, collected leaves and we just happy together. From there we went to wildwomans to watch the amazing race and then retired back to the farm to rest up. It was such a good weekend to have a little bit of home here...thanks guys!!!(pictures will be put up when our computer stops being temperamental)
Anyways other than that, the last few days have been recovery...fighting off whatever bug was trying to bring us down. We hit our usual off week stops...the library! and yesterday I was able to spend most of the day painting since my family sent paints down with Linds and Mel...for today..its on to plan for this weekends groups.
Wishing you all good health
sending love,
Colleen
(As promised...here are some pictures of the weekend..more to come later)
Friday, October 23, 2009
Saying goodbye to Notre Dame
This week was another good week...I learned some important lessons about myself that I think can make me a more effective farm manager in the future. When I first arrived on the farm and saw the schedule I wanted to know why we did not have groups every week. Joe had explained that he turns down groups every year and I wanted to know why...I thought we could handle it...after all any of you who know the way I like to live my life, its jam packed with so many things...theres barely room to breathe...the thought of not being able to fully give of myself week after week seemed unlikely....well I learned that is not true for me
After the week with Mount St. Mary's, I was tired. It was a phenomenal week emotionally and spiritually. So, coming from one days rest it was not that I was tired physically and could not do the work, but was emotionally tired and started to see myself not completely there.
In the beginning of the week I felt a little guilty. It took longer for me to learn all of the students names and hear their stories than usual...I felt I was not there fully in the first half of the week. However, the students from Notre Dame were great! Their energy and drive to go above and beyond really made a difference. At times I felt they were carrying me...and by mid week things worked out. I had a great time working with them and learning from them. It was also neat to seem them all bonding with each other...its funny that always seems to happen here on the farm.
Looking back...the week was a great one...I think in the midst of it I did not realize how good it really was until after. Last night, sitting around the fire sharing stories...I was blessed with the gift of community. So, thank you Notre Dame students for giving your all this week and making it such a good experience for me. Your work this week has made a difference...so thanks.
Also, today is a good day...Lindsay and Mel are coming to visit...which means I am one lucky girl
until next time,
wishing peace and sending my love,
Colleen
After the week with Mount St. Mary's, I was tired. It was a phenomenal week emotionally and spiritually. So, coming from one days rest it was not that I was tired physically and could not do the work, but was emotionally tired and started to see myself not completely there.
In the beginning of the week I felt a little guilty. It took longer for me to learn all of the students names and hear their stories than usual...I felt I was not there fully in the first half of the week. However, the students from Notre Dame were great! Their energy and drive to go above and beyond really made a difference. At times I felt they were carrying me...and by mid week things worked out. I had a great time working with them and learning from them. It was also neat to seem them all bonding with each other...its funny that always seems to happen here on the farm.
Looking back...the week was a great one...I think in the midst of it I did not realize how good it really was until after. Last night, sitting around the fire sharing stories...I was blessed with the gift of community. So, thank you Notre Dame students for giving your all this week and making it such a good experience for me. Your work this week has made a difference...so thanks.
Also, today is a good day...Lindsay and Mel are coming to visit...which means I am one lucky girl
until next time,
wishing peace and sending my love,
Colleen
Monday, October 19, 2009
first day with Notre Dame
Today was my first day with the new group and oh man was it a busy one...if I had to put a label on it Id say it was the odd job day. We started off heading to Holy Redeemer to tear out two massive sick rose bushes. After many pricked fingers, we used a chain and the big red truck and tore it out. We pulled all the roots and then drove slowly back to the farm..built a fire and slowly burned the massive thing down. Apparently it was infecting other plants...not sure exactly but it was a big job. Then we used old wood to measure out pieces to make a house for our new cat Mau for the winter...I got to use the circular saw and everything and the girls nailed it and painted it...at the same time, the other half of the group was mowing the farm...which is a whole days work in itself...so needless to say...it was a busy day
Saturday, October 17, 2009
God is not subtle
Today ends the trip for Mount St. Mary's College, a great week and my first College group here on the farm. A friend of mine recently tole me that God is not subtle...well I had been feeling like I wasn't doing my best here-I could work harder/ more, I could live more simply etc/ It was all too fun and seemed like it should be more...well I was also having trouble being present...I prayed for the ability to really be here in this space-well I felt too controlled by time and my watch just shut off and I felt too disconnected and the Internet goes off..although frustrating at first it was good in the end, I felt really present for this group this week...coincidence or not...it was good.thanks.
This week was awesome. The 3 of us farm managers are a really good team, enjoy each other company and work well together- we are lucky! We have a community here now, something that was not here a little over a month ago. We each have our different strengths and together we made it work. This week faced with flat tires, sick dogs, changes to the schedule, power outages,rainy/ cold weather, getting lost etc...and it all did not effect the groups week...
It was neat working with college students. At first it was an interesting change, high school kids listen more because they are younger, but college kids make us their equals which is even better. Together we made a community this week and I was able to learn from them. They really got this place at a deeper level which was neat to see. After this week ,I see thing in myself I want to work on...like establishing more of an intentional community, trying to live more simply...trying to develop my faith even further...and being okay with just waiting ...I was reminded of both the struggles and rewards of service, the realities of living simply, the beauty of deep faith and to be careful of judgements of others...I also saw glimpses of myself in college which allowed me to look at myself through a different perspective....overall it was a great week
I made friends with some amazing people...they all were wonderful and will go on to do great things! It was so nice to be present in this space...God was working this week.
Thanks Mount St. Marys for some hard work, friendship, many laughs, and a great time!
This week was awesome. The 3 of us farm managers are a really good team, enjoy each other company and work well together- we are lucky! We have a community here now, something that was not here a little over a month ago. We each have our different strengths and together we made it work. This week faced with flat tires, sick dogs, changes to the schedule, power outages,rainy/ cold weather, getting lost etc...and it all did not effect the groups week...
It was neat working with college students. At first it was an interesting change, high school kids listen more because they are younger, but college kids make us their equals which is even better. Together we made a community this week and I was able to learn from them. They really got this place at a deeper level which was neat to see. After this week ,I see thing in myself I want to work on...like establishing more of an intentional community, trying to live more simply...trying to develop my faith even further...and being okay with just waiting ...I was reminded of both the struggles and rewards of service, the realities of living simply, the beauty of deep faith and to be careful of judgements of others...I also saw glimpses of myself in college which allowed me to look at myself through a different perspective....overall it was a great week
I made friends with some amazing people...they all were wonderful and will go on to do great things! It was so nice to be present in this space...God was working this week.
Thanks Mount St. Marys for some hard work, friendship, many laughs, and a great time!
Monday, October 12, 2009
Packing boxes
Today I spent the day with Jamie and a group of students from Mount St. Mary's College packing boxes for our Pantry hand out...about 250 boxes later we were surprisingly tired...it was a good day of work though...
Lend a Helping hand Pantry is a good place, and I am lucky to be able to spend so much time helping them...this week is a hand out week, so we get to later see all the hard work pay off..it has become one of my favorite things here...pantry week
anyways...off to do my job and be with the group...God's time and no watches are really starting to mess with my efficientness(not a realy word i know)...which may not necessarily be a bad thing
Lend a Helping hand Pantry is a good place, and I am lucky to be able to spend so much time helping them...this week is a hand out week, so we get to later see all the hard work pay off..it has become one of my favorite things here...pantry week
anyways...off to do my job and be with the group...God's time and no watches are really starting to mess with my efficientness(not a realy word i know)...which may not necessarily be a bad thing
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Waiting, Patience and Presence
Today we prepare for Mount Saint Mary College(MD) to arrive. I am a little nervous b/c I have yet to work with a college group, but I have faith it will all work out.
Yesterday Jame, Alex and I went grocery shopping and got to eat at my new fave Gattis(a pizza buffet place -oh boy!) then we returned home..I went on a hike with our dogs, and was surprised by the St. Patricks kids coming to stay for the night...we got to play some Bball...it was good. We closed the night with farm manager game of canasta round two...Alex won again! too bad I learned how to play for real half way in...well I'm sure theres more to come of that.
Lately I can't sleep well. Whenever there is heavy rain I hear the creek nearby and although the sound of rain calms me and puts me to sleep, for some reason knowing its a rushing creek keeps me awake(maybe thoughts of flood procedure j/k lol). Anyways, I know the simple solution would be to close my window...but I like it open when I sleep...So I am just hoping that I will get used to it...I remember freshman year at Marst the train woke me up every time it went bye...a few months in, it was a comforting noise and still is today, maybe one day the creek will be that noise for me
Also, before closing today, I just wanted to ask for prayers. Things are going well here, and I am really happy. But, as always I seem to find myself wondering what I will do next (next as in after next September).I have been looking into options (maybe Grad school for Pastoral ministry or something like it...not sure)and such...but I think a challenge for me is to stop planning. I need to stop being apprehensive, always looking forward and learn to JUST BE here. So, please keep me in mind that I will have more confidence in what God has planned and that I can trust to let it unfold as it should...that way I can be here more, in this time and in this place...
thanks,
well, heres to being thankful for another wonderful day
wishing you peace
sending my love,
Colleen
Yesterday Jame, Alex and I went grocery shopping and got to eat at my new fave Gattis(a pizza buffet place -oh boy!) then we returned home..I went on a hike with our dogs, and was surprised by the St. Patricks kids coming to stay for the night...we got to play some Bball...it was good. We closed the night with farm manager game of canasta round two...Alex won again! too bad I learned how to play for real half way in...well I'm sure theres more to come of that.
Lately I can't sleep well. Whenever there is heavy rain I hear the creek nearby and although the sound of rain calms me and puts me to sleep, for some reason knowing its a rushing creek keeps me awake(maybe thoughts of flood procedure j/k lol). Anyways, I know the simple solution would be to close my window...but I like it open when I sleep...So I am just hoping that I will get used to it...I remember freshman year at Marst the train woke me up every time it went bye...a few months in, it was a comforting noise and still is today, maybe one day the creek will be that noise for me
Also, before closing today, I just wanted to ask for prayers. Things are going well here, and I am really happy. But, as always I seem to find myself wondering what I will do next (next as in after next September).I have been looking into options (maybe Grad school for Pastoral ministry or something like it...not sure)and such...but I think a challenge for me is to stop planning. I need to stop being apprehensive, always looking forward and learn to JUST BE here. So, please keep me in mind that I will have more confidence in what God has planned and that I can trust to let it unfold as it should...that way I can be here more, in this time and in this place...
thanks,
well, heres to being thankful for another wonderful day
wishing you peace
sending my love,
Colleen
Saturday, October 10, 2009
preparing and being thankful
Today we are preparing for our basically back to back groups coming the next two weeks. We are heading to Portsmouth to grocery shop and such. It should be a good one.
Yesterday..again was a relaxed day. We got our stove fixed, I went for an amazing run in the rain...not stormy rain...but nice rain...PERFECT running weather...it was great!
Then I got a call from most of X5...how wonderful...hearing their voices changed my perspective...I should not sulk or be sad I am not with all my friends at alumni weekend this weekend...rather I should be thankful...I am so happy that they all get to get together...and even though I can't go and am bummed...I am thankful....I mean after all I have some pretty great friends/family who love me and I love them...so much in fact that I can get homesick even in a place like the farm! So, thanks guys...I love you!!
I guess its all about perspective
Colleen
Yesterday..again was a relaxed day. We got our stove fixed, I went for an amazing run in the rain...not stormy rain...but nice rain...PERFECT running weather...it was great!
Then I got a call from most of X5...how wonderful...hearing their voices changed my perspective...I should not sulk or be sad I am not with all my friends at alumni weekend this weekend...rather I should be thankful...I am so happy that they all get to get together...and even though I can't go and am bummed...I am thankful....I mean after all I have some pretty great friends/family who love me and I love them...so much in fact that I can get homesick even in a place like the farm! So, thanks guys...I love you!!
I guess its all about perspective
Colleen
Thursday, October 8, 2009
much of nothing
today we picked up mow...helped hand outs at licking valley, handed in our americorps paper work and stuff from the last group and planned for next week.
We willed a fed ex truck to the farm that dropped off some mysterious school supplies, we shared a hearty dinner of hamburger helped, frostbitten french fries and apple crisp..yum!
We also went to mass and then went to wild woman's to watch the rest of survivor. It was fun overall...just another day at the farm
We willed a fed ex truck to the farm that dropped off some mysterious school supplies, we shared a hearty dinner of hamburger helped, frostbitten french fries and apple crisp..yum!
We also went to mass and then went to wild woman's to watch the rest of survivor. It was fun overall...just another day at the farm
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Taking mow to the vet
This morning we took mow to the vet in Portsmouth...well she went to the bathroom in her carry on multiple times during the trip...and I had the lucky seat right next to her....but we got in some good laughs along the way as we had to stop and clean her out etc etc
We then hung out at a cool coffee shop in town, then drove home for some r&r ...saving up our energy for the two groups in a row in the upcoming weeks
I had to drop something off at the library so I drove into town alone...I for the first time noticed fall was really here..all over the colors were changing...it was so beautiful...a perfect drive, I couldve stayed there in that moment forever.... God is good....
When I returned home, the weather motivated me to ggo for a run...it was nice...but I am out of shape! Then some beautiful wild flowers on my way back inspired me to try some crushed flower art...something people at church told me about...and it worked...so cool!
So, I do feel rested but overall it has been a busy day.
Thanks for all the love and support so far,
I am pretty lucky
loving this place....and also missing NY today.... but as a whole what a good day
Colleen
We then hung out at a cool coffee shop in town, then drove home for some r&r ...saving up our energy for the two groups in a row in the upcoming weeks
I had to drop something off at the library so I drove into town alone...I for the first time noticed fall was really here..all over the colors were changing...it was so beautiful...a perfect drive, I couldve stayed there in that moment forever.... God is good....
When I returned home, the weather motivated me to ggo for a run...it was nice...but I am out of shape! Then some beautiful wild flowers on my way back inspired me to try some crushed flower art...something people at church told me about...and it worked...so cool!
So, I do feel rested but overall it has been a busy day.
Thanks for all the love and support so far,
I am pretty lucky
loving this place....and also missing NY today.... but as a whole what a good day
Colleen
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
The finished product...
and here it is for your viewing pleasure....
pumpkin pies made from scratch :)
pumpkin pies and such
Today we did many errands...
post office, library, licking valley, and the farmers market!
I am attempting to make my first pumpkin pie from scratch and couldnt be more excited!!
Also I received two wonderful gifts in the mail...another daily calendar of lindsay andddd...a great package of letters from work...many of jokes included that are probably only funny to me...and one letter even sealed with sealing wax! Thanks guys...really made my day
Well for now...off on baking advetures
Colleen
post office, library, licking valley, and the farmers market!
I am attempting to make my first pumpkin pie from scratch and couldnt be more excited!!
Also I received two wonderful gifts in the mail...another daily calendar of lindsay andddd...a great package of letters from work...many of jokes included that are probably only funny to me...and one letter even sealed with sealing wax! Thanks guys...really made my day
Well for now...off on baking advetures
Colleen
Monday, October 5, 2009
"off week"
Today is my first day off in a while...it was needed..there is so much to take in and process and it is good to have time in between group to allow ourselves to be rejuvenated...this way we can give our best to each group that comes through...so today I crafted outside for a few hours, and have been cleaning and relaxing...now that it is quiet once again...feeling a little homesick...which I guess is normal...and at the same time happy to be here...
I would like to extend a thanks also from those in St. Dennis's youth group...thanks for collecting the school supplies...
I would like to extend a thanks also from those in St. Dennis's youth group...thanks for collecting the school supplies...
Also, here are som pics of the farm managers and Corey, Jamies Boyfriend...hanging in the staff house this weekend
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Saying Goodbye to the Hoban group
Wow, what a great week this has been! I am so lucky to have been apart of it...when weeks that are not as easy/ as fun as this one....I hope I remember to look back and smile at the memories...
A great week in many ways...an amazing group of people came through here this week...they had a good sense of humor...and we also enjoyed very good conversation....they were not afraid of anything...so everything we asked of them...was done well... many friendships were made in the process, it was sad to say goodbye... they all have such bright futures! I am now relaxed...thinking and being thankful for a great week, the blessing of friendships and the opportunity given to me here...God is good.
Thanks to all who were apart of this week....
A great week in many ways...an amazing group of people came through here this week...they had a good sense of humor...and we also enjoyed very good conversation....they were not afraid of anything...so everything we asked of them...was done well... many friendships were made in the process, it was sad to say goodbye... they all have such bright futures! I am now relaxed...thinking and being thankful for a great week, the blessing of friendships and the opportunity given to me here...God is good.
Thanks to all who were apart of this week....
Friday, October 2, 2009
Trying to be a sponge
Today I was reminded of the idea that we are made up of little pieces of everyone we have ever met...Then I thought in this place where I have exposure to so many different people, the best thing I can do is to be a sponge..take it all in and grow...if I can take a piece of everyone I meet here, that will be a blessing..... So I prayed...Lord help me to be a sponge
It has been another good week...this group is so fun and supportive...I have had more than my fair share of laughs this week...we did many good works and enjoyed good company...thanks for the memories
Colleen
It has been another good week...this group is so fun and supportive...I have had more than my fair share of laughs this week...we did many good works and enjoyed good company...thanks for the memories
Colleen
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
What an Opportunity
Being here in this place..I am realizing what a privilege it is...yes I am tired..yes its a lot of work..but its good work...here in this place that is designed to live out my faith each and every day... I am constantly being inspired to be better..to do more...to give more...it is a blessing and a gift...no matter how many struggles, challenges and hardships I meet along the way/ did meet in getting here
Today I spent the day with the same wonderful group of students...we went to Comprehend and had such a great day...meeting new friends, playing games...having good conversations..good food...and lots of laughs
Today I am starting to realize what an opportunity I have living in this place!
Feeling very blessed,
Colleen
Today I spent the day with the same wonderful group of students...we went to Comprehend and had such a great day...meeting new friends, playing games...having good conversations..good food...and lots of laughs
Today I am starting to realize what an opportunity I have living in this place!
Feeling very blessed,
Colleen
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Day 2- with Archbishop Hoban High school
Yesterday, I spent the day with a group of students at Wild woman's house. We got to hear her story and spend good quality time. Then, we also got to mow her lawn...despite mechanical difficulties. It was a great day! Everyone worked hard...another good one!
(I also had a mini personal freak out since a part of my permanent retainer chipped off...ahh so that will be fun to try and fix or wait until back in NY to fix...anyways...dont sweat the small stuff right?)
Today, Tuesday (I think? Being on God's time...and having a watch that died....makes it difficult to track the days/times etc)- Well today I spent the day at Construction. I got to work with Rick and his crew...and a great group of volunteers! We picked up scraps from the rood they were re-roofing and wrapped the siding in tyvek(?) to prepare the House for new siding as well! The home owners were there and were very friendly...also despite the very cold...unexpected weather...the conversation was good and the spirits were high...another good day!
(I also had a mini personal freak out since a part of my permanent retainer chipped off...ahh so that will be fun to try and fix or wait until back in NY to fix...anyways...dont sweat the small stuff right?)
Today, Tuesday (I think? Being on God's time...and having a watch that died....makes it difficult to track the days/times etc)- Well today I spent the day at Construction. I got to work with Rick and his crew...and a great group of volunteers! We picked up scraps from the rood they were re-roofing and wrapped the siding in tyvek(?) to prepare the House for new siding as well! The home owners were there and were very friendly...also despite the very cold...unexpected weather...the conversation was good and the spirits were high...another good day!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Sunday...today we welcome another group to the farm!
Today, we enjoyed another wonderful mass at Holy Redeemer followed by fellowship and good food! Then, I accompanied Jamie as she gave the Eucharist to an elderly woman from our parish. It was neat to visit and spend time with her. Now, it is on to double check our planning for the group. Please keep us in your prayers this week. Pray that we have a good week...the second time for anything is often the hardest...trying not to compare it to the last...open to what new gifts it may bring....here's to another great week...
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Preparing, recovering, and visits
The past two days have been filled with recovery, preparations and visits. I am tired from the week of sewing that although was not physically hard, was mentally taxing. Thus, the one thing I really am longing for, is a nice nap in my bed....however, there is work to be done.
We have spent time grocery shopping and getting the farm ready for the next student group to arrive. Yesterday, we went to the Peoples Self Help Housing open house, to see their finished product..houses that will save people money on energy costs...very efficient..very cool! The Joe came over and taught us how to do our bills/ record keeping...and then we realised we needed to make the monthly trip to Cincinnati to shop in bulk at Costco...to fill our pantry. Me and Jamie went with Joe shopping...then today, Saturday we all went to the farmers market...to buy local produce for the group...and also to support our friends from the sewing week! It was neat...they had a harvest festival going on...so much produce..and good treats! Everyone was really helpful!
After that we drove to Portsmouth OH to finish our shopping...and now it is time to rest.
**Also, the past few days have been fun since Alex's girlfriend Mercedes came for a long weekend! Its fun to have a visitor and another person in the house! Reminiscing about college days and hanging out...although tired...its been a good one!
We have spent time grocery shopping and getting the farm ready for the next student group to arrive. Yesterday, we went to the Peoples Self Help Housing open house, to see their finished product..houses that will save people money on energy costs...very efficient..very cool! The Joe came over and taught us how to do our bills/ record keeping...and then we realised we needed to make the monthly trip to Cincinnati to shop in bulk at Costco...to fill our pantry. Me and Jamie went with Joe shopping...then today, Saturday we all went to the farmers market...to buy local produce for the group...and also to support our friends from the sewing week! It was neat...they had a harvest festival going on...so much produce..and good treats! Everyone was really helpful!
After that we drove to Portsmouth OH to finish our shopping...and now it is time to rest.
**Also, the past few days have been fun since Alex's girlfriend Mercedes came for a long weekend! Its fun to have a visitor and another person in the house! Reminiscing about college days and hanging out...although tired...its been a good one!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
reaping the benefits of hard work
Today we will hand out the gifts made to the nursing home...they are so beautiful...so filled with love....it should be a good day. Other than that...trips to the library...errands and the like...feeling blessed to have met such wonderful women this week! Hoping to return the favor of hospitality and wisdom...
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
sewing circles...an unexpected blessing
This week, sewing with the women in service to Appalachia, as well as women in the community has been a blessing. Through history women have gathered to do this same thing and now I know why...it sounds so simple...gather and so- but its much more powerful than that. The fellowship, the sharing of stories, the gathering of talents for a better cause...I have had such a great time, and made many new friends. In the process we made over 200 pillow cases, as well as many adult bibs, wheel chair caddies and walker bags...it was a great project. I feel empowered to be a woman...which is interesting coming from an act that is so stereotypically womens work...yet it was an event I am positive could only be completed and valued by women...the real outcomes of this week will be felt by those present in the past few days...effects that hold a deeper meaning... it was a surprise...a blessing...I am grateful...
Knowing God works in mysterious ways...
grateful for the hospitality shown my way,
sewer in training,
Colleen
Knowing God works in mysterious ways...
grateful for the hospitality shown my way,
sewer in training,
Colleen
Monday, September 21, 2009
Sewing week- never know what you will find
Today I worked with a group of older women from the Women in service to Appalachia group ..who are staying at the farm this week to work on a sewing project making over 200 pillow cases, wheel chair and walker bags as well as other beautiful things for the local nursing home. Although much older than us farm managers, they hold similar values and are really interesting to spend time with. They have lived interesting lives, some have worked with those in the Catholic worker, gone to Palestine, been some of the first JVC volunteers and run many of their own service programs. They represent how to serve as women, and they have lots of wisdom to share. It has been fun spending time in their company. Today, I spent all day learning to sew on a sewing machine! yet another new tool to add to my resume :) Also, we worked with women in the community from different churches all for the same purpose. We enjoyed good conversation, and had a really fun time. It is a neat project, and a good group to be a apart of. I was not expecting to learn so much, so it is a pleasant surprise.
Although there is a large age gap, we are more similar than we appear...I guess its another lesson supporting the adage that you cant judge a book by its cover...
So heres to learning more new skills, and making new friends
sending my love
and best wishes
Colleen
Although there is a large age gap, we are more similar than we appear...I guess its another lesson supporting the adage that you cant judge a book by its cover...
So heres to learning more new skills, and making new friends
sending my love
and best wishes
Colleen
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Friends, wisdom and community
This past week was spent with a student group from McNicholas High School in Cincinnati. It was a busy week(you may have noticed by my lack of entries), being my first time with a group, but it was such a blessing. It was such a good group, and if every week is going to be filled with so much adventures, laughs, ups and downs...then I am in for such a great experience. The group was joyful, cooperative, and appreciative, seeing them appreciate the farm, helped me see it in a new light. Having a larger intentional community here was also fun. All the hard work, seemed to go pretty smoothly. One thing is for sure, it is hard to make new friends one week and them see them go...I anticipate it to be a challenge to be able to make friends every other week, say good bye and then do it again.... Overall, it was a week of growing. Seeing the rhythm of the farm, working construction and a pantry hand out day, as well as odd job tasks...it was work that kept me busy, which is how I like to live....but I am tired and am glad to have a day to rest. Seeing the day to day work of the farm, but also the deeper meaning that one can take away from a week here... the "real world", the value of simplicity and "tuning out", slowing down and only using what we need...being closer to God and trying to see all as God sees them....its true-this place does grow people...I know I am growing each day but am not sure exactly how...I am happy to be here...and am proud to be apart of this program
until next time... from a tired farm manger
peace and God Bless,
all my love
thanks for tuning in
Colleen
until next time... from a tired farm manger
peace and God Bless,
all my love
thanks for tuning in
Colleen
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Construction
Its so fun with the groups here! Gods time is hard for me, a compulsive watch checker...construction today was fun! I am not good with a hammer but I am with a pick ax...lots to learn...very tired...more reflection at a later date!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
My first group
So Today, my first student group arrives around 4pm...from then on, this week will be busy...but I will check in when I can. Yesterday we spent the day getting ready for the group, grocery shopping in Portsmouth OH, and getting the site ready. Today we are basically waiting for them to arrive. I am both nervous and excited. I want them to love this place like I do, and for it to be a completely wonderful experience. Although we live on the Glenmary farm, we do not have many animals or a very large garden...they say we grow people here....well I know I am growing...I only hope I can return the favor
Wish me luck,
Colleen
Wish me luck,
Colleen
Sunday, September 13, 2009
A Sunday in Cynthiana
Sunday, I have officially been here 2 weeks...wow it time starting to move fast..or am I just getting used to this life style?
Anyways, we started the day with mass at Holy Redeemer, followed by good food and fellowship with the rest of the parishioners afterwards. Then, I researched how far Cynthiana was from Vanceburg bc I had to go to Virtus training, or protecting God's children, a mandatory training for anyone working or volunteering in the diocese. Anways, I miss judged my time and at around 12 realised I was going to be 40 minutes late...ahhh I sped out of the car, hoped for the best, drove like a wild woman...and made it just as they were getting into the real material..phew! I lucked out. The training was interesting...it taught all about how to look for signs of pedifials, how to protect children from them ,and also how to protect yourself, and basically create safe environments for kids..or anyone... actually liked it. From there, I had to make my way to a gas station, and ask for directions back to the main road since I didn't have time to look that up before i left...well as I paid for the gas, all the employees jointly gave me directions...but as I was getting in my car, a guy came up to me and basically said that I had been given the wrong directions...he helped me find the right way, which was great...some people are just very nice! I would have made it on my own through trial and error...there aren't too many major roads around here..but it did save me some time...so thanks!!
Also, the area I drove through was so beautiful! Lots of farm land, cows, horses, fields and flowers- the sun was shining just right...it seemed perfect. I passed many small stores and churches, as well as many historic sites and markers...mostly civil war sites. I passed the Blue Lick state park(which I want to visit at some point) and went over the Licking river( which accordingto my research so far I believe salt lick creek, salt lick road and licking valley have names related to in origin!) I also saw a mailbox about 2 stories high...and a family out for a Sunday horse ride...it was a good day!
Anyways, we started the day with mass at Holy Redeemer, followed by good food and fellowship with the rest of the parishioners afterwards. Then, I researched how far Cynthiana was from Vanceburg bc I had to go to Virtus training, or protecting God's children, a mandatory training for anyone working or volunteering in the diocese. Anways, I miss judged my time and at around 12 realised I was going to be 40 minutes late...ahhh I sped out of the car, hoped for the best, drove like a wild woman...and made it just as they were getting into the real material..phew! I lucked out. The training was interesting...it taught all about how to look for signs of pedifials, how to protect children from them ,and also how to protect yourself, and basically create safe environments for kids..or anyone... actually liked it. From there, I had to make my way to a gas station, and ask for directions back to the main road since I didn't have time to look that up before i left...well as I paid for the gas, all the employees jointly gave me directions...but as I was getting in my car, a guy came up to me and basically said that I had been given the wrong directions...he helped me find the right way, which was great...some people are just very nice! I would have made it on my own through trial and error...there aren't too many major roads around here..but it did save me some time...so thanks!!
Also, the area I drove through was so beautiful! Lots of farm land, cows, horses, fields and flowers- the sun was shining just right...it seemed perfect. I passed many small stores and churches, as well as many historic sites and markers...mostly civil war sites. I passed the Blue Lick state park(which I want to visit at some point) and went over the Licking river( which accordingto my research so far I believe salt lick creek, salt lick road and licking valley have names related to in origin!) I also saw a mailbox about 2 stories high...and a family out for a Sunday horse ride...it was a good day!
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Yesterday, 9/11 I decided to attend the Lewis County homecoming game...since Jamie had stuff to do, I went alone...and although weird at first, it was comforting...it reminded me of my old high school days...and the community and school spirit was fun to be around...I was glad I went!!
Today, we spent the day getting ready for the parish picnic which was here at the farm...but we were not present since we went to pick p Alex, our third farm manager at the airport.
We left a little early in hopes of catching the local "babyshow" at a nearby harvest festival..just missing it, it was still a neat event...we then made it to the airport...and had quite a fun time holding our massive sign...saying "Welcome to the farm alex!" If you want a fun time...well just stand in an airport holding a massive sign...looking lost...it was so fun the variety of reactions. After finding Alex, we found out his bags got shipped to Atlanta..and had to wait for them to be brought back...so we had dinner and hung out...long day...but a good one...
Colleen
Today, we spent the day getting ready for the parish picnic which was here at the farm...but we were not present since we went to pick p Alex, our third farm manager at the airport.
We left a little early in hopes of catching the local "babyshow" at a nearby harvest festival..just missing it, it was still a neat event...we then made it to the airport...and had quite a fun time holding our massive sign...saying "Welcome to the farm alex!" If you want a fun time...well just stand in an airport holding a massive sign...looking lost...it was so fun the variety of reactions. After finding Alex, we found out his bags got shipped to Atlanta..and had to wait for them to be brought back...so we had dinner and hung out...long day...but a good one...
Colleen
Friday, September 11, 2009
I made it!!
Surprise! Surprise!! I made it to Cincinnati all by myself despite the early morning fog, the long unknown drive, and doing it all in the huge truck!! Somehow(God willing, I made it there in one piece). After over 4 and a half hours of aptitude and psychological and personality testing...geez yes..that long...I was done! Woo...so glad thats over with!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
So buying the cheapest alarm clock at dollar general might not be the best idea... it only functioned on military time...and every hour on the hour it played various tunes like those played from an ice cream truck...at first each hour id wake up startled, but it really depended on the song the clock decided to play...around 3am last night...the song was louder and scared me awake, I went to hit what I thought was the snooze but was really the automated talk button..which is loud and freaky...so now wide awake...I timed it Right so I could hear the noises of what we think is a weasel..which I thought was a crazy drunk woman running on the property...anyways long story short... I did not get much sleep last night ..so we returned the stupid thing for a different brand...I didn't splurge for the alarm that had a spinning projectile laser of the current time, or the one that flashed rainbows...I hope this one will do....oh the little things...
Anyways today I had a meeting with Dave from Peoples Self Help Housing... learned a lot of interesting things about the company and how its being effected currently by the economy..important and hard to hear...then me and Jamie went to deliver and emergency food box...and I got to use the riding mower to get the farm ready for the Parish picnic this weekend
...that's all for now, keep checking in
...and keep me in your prayer tomorrow as I try to navigate to Cincinnati at 6am all on my own...
Anyways today I had a meeting with Dave from Peoples Self Help Housing... learned a lot of interesting things about the company and how its being effected currently by the economy..important and hard to hear...then me and Jamie went to deliver and emergency food box...and I got to use the riding mower to get the farm ready for the Parish picnic this weekend
...that's all for now, keep checking in
...and keep me in your prayer tomorrow as I try to navigate to Cincinnati at 6am all on my own...
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
making it ours...
Today was good. I got to run, I got to read and learn some history, Joe came and taught me how to plan a schedule and a menu for the group(...next week will be busy!), I ventured into town alone and bought an alarm clock so I can get up early now, and me and Jamie decided we needed a sitting room in the staff house...we moved and cleaned and now its more ours...and feels more like a home... first move of the new farm managers
This is my story.
Out here, the radio stations play the same songs over and over so when a new one comes on, you listen to it a little More intently. Well I am not embarrassed to say, though maybe a little surprised that when the climb came on by Miley Cyrus, it brought me a sense of peace. I have heard that song many many many times before, but I heard it differently this time. Being here is fun and exciting, but its also hard and you feel insecure. Coming from being a college senior to living at home and working the same summer job, there was not room for insecurities...I knew what I was doing...in a new place, with new people and new challenges...you grow, but also question many things. I had started to become anxious for the day when being here would seem easy, when I would know how to get everywhere, and would know more people, and when I would not have to ask so many questions. Also with all this time on my hands, questions about My future and what I really want were flooding my mind..I just wanted to have all the answers...listening to the words of that song: There's always gonna be another Mountain, I'm always gonna want to make it move...Ain't about how fast I get there, ain't about whats waiting on the other side, its the climb... then it became a little clearer...I had a sense of peace
I knew then that This is my story. I am making it now. This, that I am going through, these questions, these quiet nights, the insecurities, the transitions, the triumphs, the fear-- they are ALL apart of my story. I do not need to have the answers, I don't need to be anxious for the end product- my future and what will I become or when I finally fit in and this transition is not so hard whatever the end product is, this, this jumbled mess-this is my "ride" my present- living in it is my challenge and my ride. My story after all is all about the ride...
I knew then that This is my story. I am making it now. This, that I am going through, these questions, these quiet nights, the insecurities, the transitions, the triumphs, the fear-- they are ALL apart of my story. I do not need to have the answers, I don't need to be anxious for the end product- my future and what will I become or when I finally fit in and this transition is not so hard whatever the end product is, this, this jumbled mess-this is my "ride" my present- living in it is my challenge and my ride. My story after all is all about the ride...
Monday, September 7, 2009
errands, errands, errands
Today was a day to go around town. We did not have official plans so we filled the day with many errands-post office, getting a library card, and delivering school supplies! Surprisingly school supplies are something needed around here. Many people donated bins and boxes full of supplies for all ages to the farm, so we used today to drive around to the local schools and drop them off. Something so simple, but can make a big difference! We also tried to rake up the piles of grass from the riding mower..we followed my dads method of rake and then use a tarp to transport...all was going well until it started to rain and we had to stop. As well as calling and calling student loan companies...which was not at the top of my fun list...Other than that, I am desperately trying to learn the history of Lewis County and KY...in realising the benefits of a NY state education I see now that I learned a lot about NY and not too much about KY or Appalachian culture. Before I can really embrace a place I like to know its roots...it just helps me piece it together(maybe that's the historian in me)..anyways with a few books from the library and some here at the farm..that's my new project in my free time...other than that trying to learn more of Lewis County...
Until next time,
Colleen
Until next time,
Colleen
Lesson learned at the farm
So today, Labor Day...I guess its a day where people should not do work...well we decided to be productive today and for some reason everything seemed more trouble than it was worth...but after a good laugh it was all good...here's some lessons learned at the farm today:
1. Do NOT try to drive Big Red Truck up the hill after its been raining all morning:
You WILL most likely get stuck, and when you reverse back down to get yourself out of the situation you will again most likely make HUGE mud marks across the front lawn...which is not a good thing when your boss is coming with visitors early the next day...oops
2. Be careful driving in KY with Ohio plates ;)
3.Cooking things from scratch is much more work
4. Making a small change to a Betty Crocker cookie recipe WILL result in two VERY different batches of cookies
Until next time...still lots to learn,
Colleen
1. Do NOT try to drive Big Red Truck up the hill after its been raining all morning:
You WILL most likely get stuck, and when you reverse back down to get yourself out of the situation you will again most likely make HUGE mud marks across the front lawn...which is not a good thing when your boss is coming with visitors early the next day...oops
2. Be careful driving in KY with Ohio plates ;)
3.Cooking things from scratch is much more work
4. Making a small change to a Betty Crocker cookie recipe WILL result in two VERY different batches of cookies
Until next time...still lots to learn,
Colleen
Sundays...a day of rest
Around here, which is different than what I am used to, Sundays seem to be used as a day of rest. So after a wonderful mass we retired back to the farm for some rest. Determined not to use anything with a screen for one whole day, I did a lot of drawing and reading outside. I also had to keep an eye on locals who were loudly using our swimming hole. I took a walk, enjoyed the nice weather and later Jamie and I cleaned out years of food from the staff house refrigerator...yuck! It was not as bad as it sounds, it was mostly 2year old ice cream containers...it gave us something to do at least! Then, just read some more...not too uneventful, but nice all the same
Colleen
Colleen
Saturday, September 5, 2009
River days festival
(pics of Ohio River today at the River days festival)Saturday- a day off...hmmm what are two farm mangers to do...Jamie decided to use the riding mower and I cleaned the staff house..then we headed for the Portsmouth River days festival...well the website didn't list any events but we wanted to check it out...not too much going on there during the day, but it was nice. We walked around the town, hung out by the river and ate some festival food...always good! The river was beautiful! The sun was shinning, it was nice to be out and about on such a wonderful day. Later at the farm we constructed our quote wall..and relaxed...here's to another day at the farm
Colleen
Friday, September 4, 2009
first pantry day
Today was my first pantry day...twice a month Lend a Helping Hand pantry hands out food boxes and clothing to those who show up(200+ today). Well farm managers usually man the clothing section which is in its own building. It was fun, it was busy... I think I need to work a bit on my enforcement skills...but it was good overall. I got to meet many people, and saw some old faces. Afterwards we drove food boxes to people who could not drive...all over the county. Later we headed to Maysville for a dinner out...and now back at the farm with a weekend off..full of possibilities.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
New Challenges...
So today was a great day! This might not mean much to most of you, but today I successfully navigated my way to the Vanceburg post office...alone and driving the big red truck! My fellow farm manager had to run errands in a bigger town in Ohio and I woke up realising I needed to mail something asap...so I decided to take on the challenge. With Jamie's directions, a google map(which cant locate the farm and therefore is not helpful) print out, an atlas, and the post office directions (given to me over the phone after calling the post office frantically) in hand I was on my way. And...I made it! I got home, went running-in the heat of the day which was another challenge, then went hiking on the Glenmary trails with both farm dogs, and then headed to Licking Valley to help with the commodity hand outs. From there Wild Woman treated me and Jamie to Pizza (yum!) and great company. Later we headed to Holy Redeemer to attend 730 mass...and now its time to relax back at the farm. Its been a good day full of new challenges...with Gods help and prayers from others I am adjusting fairly well. I am starting to feel more comfortable, and am learning my way around-bit by bit...Things I thought I could never do a few days ago(like drive the massive red truck on the little back country roads) I am doing now...and its only the first week! Thanks for all the well wishes..thanks for tuning in...here's to another day in Vanceburg...
growing more each day,
yours,
Colleen
growing more each day,
yours,
Colleen
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
learning that maybe we aren't so different after all
Since this is an "off" week I've had more time to settle in/ update the blog/ keep in touch...but i feel its the calm before the storm...soon and very soon things are going to get busy here at the farm. Today I drove for the first time on KY roads...and made it to Joe, the volunteer directors office in one piece...yay! Then Jamie and I went to help Charlie Campbell, a local artist, mix resin for his stain glass window he was making...so cool!! Later at night we attended a Pentecostal prayer service at a local church. Much different from a Catholic service, but it was pretty neat! The people were so into the service, it was impressive, and hard not to be moved by it. Towards the end of the service a little girl in front of us was getting antsy(it was about3 hrs long after all) and a woman next to her(I'm guessing was her relative) was letting her play with her hair over and over again. It was something so simple but I was overcome with memories of my childhood, me and my sister playing with my moms hair (and anyone who would let us). Then I started thinking...I grew up in New York, I was raised a Catholic...there are many things different about me than these people surrounding me in this church...but that all seemed not to matter...I think after all..deep down...were really are more the same.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
lots of new things to learn..lots of work to be done
Today was my first real busy day. We started at 9am with "tool time with Joe". Jamie(my fellow farm manager) and I learned how to use all different saws, drills, and basic power tools. We even learned to use a chain saw which was pretty fun! (until the the blade kicked off while I was using it b/c it was a little too loose causing Joe to take the time to fix it and replace the blade). As I was learning, I couldn't help smiling and thinking if only Grandpa could see me now! :) It turns out we may need to do some construction and we will need to cut up lots of wood this winter, so although it was fun to learn it was also a lot to take in, knowing we really had to use this stuff. After our lesson, Jamie and I went to Wild Woman's to mow her lawn/ get a crash course on using the mowers. Since one mower wouldn't start, I used the push mower while Jamie used the weed eater. We got the yard done pretty quick so we were rewarded with the time to sit with wild woman before heading to our next job. After about 30min, we had to head to Licking valley senior center. We had to pack commodities (food from the government) for the elderly in the area who live on their own. 85 bags later, we were out the door on the way to our next job. We then entered the Tollesboro clothing part of Lend a Helping Hand food pantry. Lend A Helping Hand hands out food to anywhere between 230-270 families twice a month. Glenmary farm managers are responsible for the clothing portion that allows anyone coming in to get whatever clothing they need as well. So, since this week is a pantry week, Jamie and I had to start organising and cleaning the clothing site to prepare it for Friday's handout. After that, we had to put the mowers away in the shed up the hill, and then we were finally done. Wiped with my first busy day, I am looking into the upcoming days with similar schedules. Although I am tired, it feels good. There is so much to learn and so many skills I do not have- slowly I am starting to adjust. Taking it one day at a time, I look forward to the day when some of these new tasks will seem easy. Until then, your farm manager in training,
Colleen
Colleen
Sunday, August 30, 2009
First day at the farm
Today I got to spend some time exploring the farm. I took some pictures to share its beauty with you...
saying goodbye and starting new all in the same moment
Today, Sunday I am finally here. This is the start of a new begging. As I am starting my time at the farm here, another farm manager is leaving. It will be interesting to see what unfolds for me along the way. One thing for certain, I am a very very very lucky girl! Coming here and saying goodbye was hard, I will miss everyone from home a lot! In saying my "goodbye for nows" I realised just how much I am loved...and it is a lot! The last few days have been filled with many hugs, tears, laughs and gifts. From making sure I have all I need, to writing note cards for each day, scrapbooks and even play lists that remind me of friends and family...I am so blessed. Thank you! The ride down was fun! Mom Dad, Maggie and Me...it hasn't been just the four of us in a while. We listened to music, slept, looked at the scenery and ate fast food along the way-(the makings of perfect road trip!) When we arrived at the farm around 10pm everyone there quickly helped me carry stuff in the house. We unpacked and me and mags shared my new bed(just like the old days). The next day, Sunday we went to mass at Holy Redeemer-my new parish and met many of the people I'm sure I will call friends soon. After that, Joe, the volunteer director, took the fam on the tour of the farm, and then I said goodbye as they headed back to New York. (Mom, Dad and Mags-I love you all very much! Thank you for taking the time to see where I will be and for making sure I am all set with everything!) With a group not coming for a while I have been lucky enough to have the time to settle in. Everyone here is so nice and helpful. I know this place is good for me and I only hope that I can be good for it! As dad was leaving he said something to me about just being bean...well I look forward to finding how I fit in and what role I can play here(I only hope just being me will be enough). At the Glenmary farm it is quiet, cute, and peaceful. They said the farm is where peace came and stayed...well peace is with me today which is surprising since things are still so new. Right now I am wondering what will happen next. I expect hard work. I expect some things to be awkward at first. I expect to be challenged in new ways. I expect to grow and develop a deeper relationship with God. I also expect to feel at home here. So far its the first day and life is simply easy because I have not had to do anything except to just be. A gentle breeze blows by, I hear natures noises and am comforted by the warm sun and the leaves rustling in the trees. As I sit on the porch swing and one of the farm dogs falls asleep at my feet, I wonder about the future potential this experience may bring...
For now, I am loved and I am lucky...
Colleen
For now, I am loved and I am lucky...
Colleen
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Saying bye and being present. So much to do and lots of apprehensions
Saying Bye and being present. So much to do and lots of apprehensions. Fitting it all in and not being present how is the right way to handle this? How do you say goodbye to those you love for potentially a year? How do you let them know how much you care? A lot can change in a year-its hard to stay deeply connected. I know I am so lucky-I am loved a lot! Yet in some ways that makes it harder to go. The last few days have been hard. Trying to fit in everything I need to do before the move and yet trying to enjoy myself here with everyone as well. Sometimes making sure I get it all done before I leave feels as if I am setting up to leave forever. I want to be prepared but I do not want to bring too much stuff( like I usually do). I want to try and follow the aspects of simple living, but it can be hard. The last week has been fun and stressful with all of these things and pressure running through my head. Also apprehensions of being homesick and not being able to handle the work. Thinking about my future roommates and future friends and wanting to get along. Also, Getting lost and not having a cell phone. A cell phone? it sounds so stupid. A few years ago I didn't even have one and now I am dependent on it? Man maybe its good mine most likely wont work down there. Talking with Linds last night I was saying how it felt like I was saying bye for a year or forever when its weird I could just call or email people. She smartly deducted that its simply because I wont have cell service so its foreign to us. That's crazy! As this week is coming to a close and I have slowly started to begin packing I am starting to find some peace amidst the whirlwind. Ultimately I know these are fears and struggles right now, but KY is where I am supposed to be for now, and some how things will work out. So bear with me as I figure it all out...
I also heard this song on the radio and it really seemed to fit right now:
Francesca Battistelli Lyrics –
I’m Letting Go Lyrics
My heart beats, standing on the edge
But my feet have finally left the ledge
Like an acrobat
There’s no turning back
Chorus
I’m letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
Losing control
Of my destiny
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
So I’m letting go
This is a giant leap of faith
Trusting and trying to embrace
The fear of the unknown
Beyond my comfort zone
Chorus
I’m letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
Losing control
Of my destiny
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
So I’m letting go
Giving in to your gravity
Knowing You are holding me
I’m not afraid
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
Feels like I’m falling and this is the life for me
I also heard this song on the radio and it really seemed to fit right now:
Francesca Battistelli Lyrics –
I’m Letting Go Lyrics
My heart beats, standing on the edge
But my feet have finally left the ledge
Like an acrobat
There’s no turning back
Chorus
I’m letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
Losing control
Of my destiny
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
So I’m letting go
This is a giant leap of faith
Trusting and trying to embrace
The fear of the unknown
Beyond my comfort zone
Chorus
I’m letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
Losing control
Of my destiny
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
So I’m letting go
Giving in to your gravity
Knowing You are holding me
I’m not afraid
Feels like I’m falling and that’s what it’s like to believe
Feels like I’m falling and this is the life for me
Friday, August 14, 2009
Maybe I should give a brief intro to me( on the odd chance someone who doesnt know me already is reading this )...
I'm Colleen, and I recently graduated from Marist College this past May. I loved my time there, I learned many things, met many people, and had many many many great experiences. I Graduated with a degree in American Studies and minored in History and Public praxis with a public history concentration. And yes, sometimes even the staff at marist were often not sure how to make sense of that. Yet, it fit me, and gave me everything I was looking for at the time. I am not sure what I will do exactly with my life, but I am confident I have a good base, and will be able to handle what comes may way. At Marist I was involved in too many things to list or explain, but through them all I gained many friends and developed a great support system. Adding this to the one I already had in my family(and old friends)....I am one LUCKY girl! From teammates to housemates to praxivists and spiritual women from OL's to professors(and staff) to coaches and best friends...and of course to my FAMILY-thank you all for making me the person I am. I am very blessed and have been given so much in my life. One thing I really believe in is that those who have been given much must give much. Also, that it does not take great people to do great things, just for someone to realise something needs to be done, and then try to go out and do it. Well when I wasn't sure what to do with my post-grad life, I really wanted to go out and experience the world, and help wherever I was needed. Many months (prayers and tears) later, I was called back to Lewis County Kentucky, the place I found peace in the year before. So here begins my journey...I am excited and scared and open to what may unfold
why title the blog Come As You Are?
When trying to decide what to name my blog,I took many titles into consideration. Then, one day on the radio I heard this song titled "Come as You are." At first it reminded me of my first experience at Glen springs in Vanceburg KY when as a warm wakeup call community members yelled at those still sleeping(as late as 7am) "COME AS YOU ARE!!" so we could all gather for breakfast and get on with the day. However, listening to this song it put more meaning to this expression. It was all about bringing who you are right now, and not waiting to come to God until feeling worthy enough. It got me thinking about my upcoming experience in KY this year. I am not sure what to expect, I am both excited and nervous, yet all I can do is bring myself and trust that what I am now will be enough. So, here is my blog. I am moving in two weeks to Lewis County KY and will be a farm manager on the Glen mary farm. I have a lot to learn, but am willing to try new things thrown my way. I am simply bringing myself and am open to whatever I may learn and experience this year. I am hoping this blog will both be a way for me to make sense of my experience, but also to share it with those who cannot be there with me. Thanks for tuning in. I wish you all peace, and send my love,
Colleen
Colleen
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