What is your spiritual coffee

Question: what is your spiritual coffee? Answer: what?

Today at mass, the priest in Philly talked about how we all need coffee..to wake us up and keep us alert during the day. Physically we need coffee. Which, lately for my life has been true…I have converted and recently become a coffee lover. For those of you who knew how I desperately tried to avoid it even in college, well now I depend on it- long drives, long work days, many hours at the clothing pantry…when people ask how I will get it done I now reply coffee, and it is understood.
Well, this priest related coffee to spiritual life… He transitioned to advent and how we need to be ready for the Lord to come…we need to prepare ourselves and be awake. He posed an interesting question…what is your spiritual coffee? What keeps you awake and stimulates your faith? And honestly, I don’t know. He talked on the importance of prayer to a healthy growing prayer life…and well I pray each day…but I do not take quiet time to listen to God each day. He also talked about purple being the color of repentence and making sure you were right with the Lord. Hmmm…something to think about. So, I guess my challenge for Advent is to find my spirtual coffee…what in my life can awaken my spirituality and bring me where I need to be. Something to think about at least…

Turkey, Mr. Arlington, Friends, and Family

Thankful for Thanksgiving:

This year, we got a nice break for Thanksgiving. After pantry handout(410 families yikes!) we had almost a week to be off. Me and Allison had decided to drive home. She is on my way back so we were able to split the drive . Also, flights these days have been a bit crazy…so driving was a nice challenge to take on.
We made it pretty smooth. We even timed it so that I almost saw my old teammates finish their last XC race of the season(and for some of college). Go Foxes!!
My trip home was pretty great. Busy and full of visiting but nice. Actually it was full of watching the tape of Mr. Arlington…yeah, that’s right my brother won. I got a day with Nana and a day to visit Marist and sit in on a friends class. I also got to help tow my old red car out…man it did not want to leave me. That car was a trooper…whoever gets parts from it is lucky! We had a great Thanksgiving…full of family time and food! And of course I got to see a bit of Melly and Linds when I was home too! We capped the break off with the annual trip to Philly for the Oireachtas. Man, Irish dance is crazy…sometimes I forget…and yet I still love it. Tim and Mich danced great1 Especially for the amount of prep time other sports and injuries allowed them this year. Tim got third, which he deserved but was unexpected…Mich did great too..but for those who know Irish dance..well its just another thing for girls…she was in the seventies…like 4ish away from a recall…pretty good I think! And now, after a sad goodbye to the fam…I am off again to KY…to continue our work fro the week. It feels weird to not be going back with them…but I am just glad I am at a place that lets me go home. That lets me visit and be there when I need to. And….soon so soon I will be back for Christmas!

Lessons still to learn

Lessons still to learn:
The longer I am at the Farm, the more I am being challenged. Some things seem old and expected. So much so that I get tricked into thinking I know it all. Just as that confidence allows me to get a little cocky, well then I am hit with something new or my mind is changed about something. The Farm and the experience as a Farm Manager are different from other things in that the farm is ever changing. It seems as though it is in constant change. The Farm from last fall is a different farm than the one this fall or even the farm of this past summer. Its just different which is good and keeps me on my toes.
The last couple weeks were good for me at the farm. They made me feel as though I am supposed to be here still, in this place (because I had been questioning my decision a bit after Alex left) still, but soon perhaps I will be ready to go. The last couple groups were groups I had before and although some things were the same, others were different. I learned new things about people I had worked with in the past and learned to see them in a new light. I guess the lesson for me was to remain open and to trust…trust my decision to be here and trust the Lord. I do miss my family, and my home very very much. And yet, I feel I have made a farm family here. At times, coexisting between the two worlds has been difficult but I guess I will have to do it just a bit longer. Looking back one thing is for certain, I can see growth…growth towards the person God wants me to be. Of course, not with many steps backwards along the way, but overall I feel mostly I have been moving forward. The more steps forward I take, the more difficult the journey…so pray for me one my walk.
One change I see in myself now is that soon I will be at a place where I can say goodbye. Not too long ago, I would think of leaving Lewis county and I did not know how I could do it. How I could leave this lifestyle, the work, and mainly the people who had accepted me into their lives. Even though I miss home terribly, I was in a weird place. Now though, I know soon I will be at the place and soon ready to move on…I guess just not yet.

Thankful for Fall

The Last couple weeks at the Farm have been great. We have been so busy…I am not sure why. But it has been good. People invite us to hang out a lot. And, we do. As Thanksgiving approaches, I can’t believe its almost here and Christmas is just around the corner. This Fall has been full and challenging, but good. Pray that I continue to embrace all Fall has in store for me to enjoy and experience.

Halloween Adventures

Last year we had a group from Halloween, but this year we had the weekend free. We had to take advantage of it. We spent the Friday before having a sleepover with a local family. I had come off two hours of sleep and a seven hour drive back from Chicago so although pretty tired, it was still fun. We had good food and many dance parties. It was great! We got back to the farm on the 30th and got card board from our local dumpster. We painted wings for our costumes. I was a butterfly, Abby was a lady bug and Allison was a spider. Abby handed candy out at one house and me and Allison handed candy out in town. Kids do not really tick or treat where we live. It was so fun! Especially seeing everyone’s costumes. Afterwards we went to a costume party. It was pretty entertaining. I was happy with our spirited Halloween.

Mel's Wedding

Mels wedding seemed so smooth. Not that I was there to help much before hand. Melly and her family did the real work, but the days before seemed smooth to me. Melly was beautiful and in good spirits! The ceremony was beautiful(although cold). The reception was fuuuun. Those working it even told me it was one of the better ones they had worked which was nice. Thinking about our friendship over the past years, I am so lucky to have Mel in my life. I was honored she asked me to be in her bridal party. Seeing her and Tyler together, well you know it just works, I couldn’t be happier for them. Here’s wishing them many Blessings. It was a weird transition going from the farm to the wedding, but I was so thankful I was able to be there.

College Groups

College groups:
This fall, we were excited to have college groups again. Working with college students is much different then with high school students. Although I only worked half weeks with each group(I had to leave for Mellys wedding!!!) it was fun to be there when I could. They did a lot of good work and made it easy for us. During these weeks, I really saw us all clicking as a team. As farm managers, team work I believe makes the weeks better for volunteers. Seeing us work and understand each other a little better was fun. I know great things are to come.

Summer fades into Fall…we start the cycle all over again

As the summer groups end, me and Alex (along with Abby and Allison) start the school groups again. Our first group together was McNick high school. It was exciting to have our first group over again, but also a little nerve wracking. So many things had changed in the year, I knew I was very different. I was anxious to see how I would feel repeating groups. Overall, it was great! Things were easy and fun and I gained good perspective on my journey. Thank you for that.
The repeat groups allowed us to work with some of our favorites. Oh how fun! They were different than last year. They had different students, the work was different, and even the same people had changed in a year as I had. Yet, it was sill fun. We no longer had to go through all of the stupid get to know you stuff that you do when first meeting people, but we were able to connect on a deeper level. Alex made a good point. He said that relationship made at the farm although developed over a short time are deep and real. They are built around God and are thus created on a solid foundation. They are strong and long lasting because they are real. Being mine and Alex’s last full group together…well I lost it. Cried many times. Yet, they were tears of thankfulness for the friendship and the good times. Also tears that were scared to say goodbye. Over the next couple weeks, I was able to come to terms with his departure. I was able to say bye to many with him. With Alex leaving and saying bye, I felt it really was the ending of our year, mine his and Jamie’s…true friends till the end! As Alex left, I entered my new term, with Abby and Allison. So, Alex leaving was hard for me because I was losing the brother I had lived and worked with for over a year. And, I was not sure when I would see him next. Yet, with all the time I had to say bye, I was at a good place dropping him off in Chicago. I knew we would remain close. I also knew it was time for him to move on. As I drove away, back to the farm, well I felt weird. Part of me felt left behind that perhaps I should be moving on too. And yet, deep down I knew I was not ready to leave yet. And so, begins my second term at the farm. With an undetermined end date…trusting God to show me when I am done here. Until then, I remain happy to be doing this work. Still missing my family at home, but trying to show my KY family how much they mean to me while I am here.

Sewing week

Sewing week:
Last year when the ladies from sewing week came, I did not know how to even use a machine. Well. This time I even had my own machine. When I started the week, I couldn’t sew curves, but by the end of the week. I was much better. It was so much fun to gather with women of the community all day and listen to music and sew. The humming of the machines and conversations. It was such a great week. It wiped me out, but it was amazing! Every once in a while they would show me some tips to help me sew better, thank you ladies for teaching me!

Farm manager adventures

The Fall was filled with farm manager adventures. We were able to work the Lewis County Fair and help serve food in the Laurel booth. It was really fun being able to see so many people we know enjoying the fair. It also was fun to relive my food service days.

We also were able to do before Alex left were to visit Notre Dame. It was really cool seeing the school I had heard so much about over the year. Also seeing Alex with his friends from school always makes me smile. He gets so excited and the mutual love shown is really beautiful. Seeing all of the places and people I heard about was fun. We got to go to a game and tour the town. We were tired by the end, but it was a fun trip.
During the summer and Fall, we frequented the local farmers market. With our gardens being destroyed twice, we bough all our produce we could locally. The farmers selling to us were really friendly and filled us in on cooking tips and local events. When they told us about the Harvest fest and the apple pie baking contest, well we had to participate. We asked around for tips. WW gave us a stellar homemade crust recipe. From there, we made an awesome practice pie. It turned out awesome! And then, we decided to each make our own pies an we threw all our practice out the window. In the end, mine got second. I was shocked! I even got a ribbon. It was pretty sweet! The other two women who won first and third were from the homemaker group that I’m a mailbox member of. They also were women who were apart of sewing week. I couldn’t believe my pie could compete with theirs…looks like Ill be making more pies from scratch!

Highlights of summer:

Besides the flooding and robberies, there were many many other exciting events this summer. First off, it was beautiful weather! We had many days over 100 degrees..which for me working outside in the heat all day..there really is nothing better! We helped frame houses, we mowed yards, and we fixed Wws fence numerous times. Three new calves were born, and they loved being trouble makers, squeaking through any spot they could.
We had groups almost every week this summer. We had a young adult group who took spirituality at the farm to a new level. It was cool to talk about things on a different level. Yet, it was also an interesting challenge working with a different population of people. We also started a new tradition each night. After we realized our negativity in our tiredness, we decided focus on the positives. We would write down and share three good things with each other each night. Not only doe sit end the day on a good note, but it helps us vent and connect as a team with each other and makes us excited for the next day.
The last couple groups of the summer posed challenges. We has flat tires and deathly bee stings. We got lost and forgot chaperones, we had car troubles a couple times and groups show up unannounced. We had sick chaperones and groups who had to leave early. It was an adventure in many ways, but we made it. What a summer!
I have to say, one of the best things this summer was having my brother Tim come down to the farm and join on a group fro the week. I was homesick and having him here was so good. Yet, I also worked for almost a year with hundreds of volunteers I most likely never would see again. I knew the farm changed them, but I never saw it. My brother, I knew would have a great time and get so much from a week here…at least I hoped. I wanted to work with him everyday and be there to introduce him to those I had grown to love in this community, but I also wanted to give him the space to have his own experience. Looking back, it was perfect. I got to work with him half the time. We had a lot of fun! People kept commenting during the week how close we were. Tim and I found this funny. We knew we loved each other and got along, but we never considered it out of the ordinary close…so hearing all the feedback on how special our relationship, made me even more grateful for my awesome brother. It was so good to have him here, and great to show him what I really have been up to this past year. Also, Tim was here for my birthday. My fellow farm managers made it special, very special. But having Tim here really made it great! So, whatever the future holds, we will always have Kentucky.

Clean up, clean up, everybody every where, clean up, clean up everybody do their share:

For the second flood cleanup, I felt much better. We not only knew what to do, but we started right away. Stuff that took us two weeks last time only took us one this time. We also had tons of help. We had four farm managers instead of two-three. We also had help form the community. Father Larry came and took apart bunks for us. Jewel and speedy came and helped me clean outlets. Jill, a past farm manager helped as well as college students from St. Clarence church. Again. The second week of cleanup was the week my friends came to work and stay on salt lick. I had been waiting all summer, excited to work and catch up with them. Yet, because of the floods, well I had to bop back and forth between glen springs and the farm. However, Joe and my fellow farm managers were great! They let me leave more then I expected to.
With the second flood, many in our community got hit for the second time. However many who had never been hit by floods before were also hit. Spending time with my friend working in the community, we helped the salvation army hand out meals. We also drive all over the county, looking for those who looked flooded. We knocked on doors and asked if they needed help. After many people not answering, we found a couple who were interested in help. We cleaned floors, and moved flooded items outdoors. We ripped up old carpets and were able to put in new ones. It was fun for me cleaning up others houses. I knew how to clean up this time, but also its easier to clean someone else’s stuff rather then your own. Many of the jobs were not finished after this week, which is another reason I was happy to stay, and help over a longer period of time.

Second Flood…Yep it happened again

Sorry for the lack of blogs…things just got a little out of hand this summer. Just as we were finishing cleaning from flood one completely…the day before the Bathhouse was to be completed, well God had another plan for us. We heard we were to get more rain, but it did not rain too much by us. The creek was at a normal level, so we felt we were fine. To be safe, we decided to take shifts and every hour all night we would walk down to the creek and check the levels. We took notes of how high it was for the next group and if it got bad the last person to check was to wake us all up. According to our reports, the creek was rising about 2ft an hr and around 5:30 am it was still at our steps by the creek(for those who know what I’m talking about). Since this is safe level, we decided to sleep in until 6:40 when we wake the groups up. Well, we all woke up to a ‘hey guys the creeks in our backyard!!”. It was by our fire pit only a few feet from our buildings…time to move! We ran over and tried to stay calm, we notified the chaperones and then woke the students…asking them to pack quickly and then help us prepare our buildings. We followed flood procedure- loaded power tools first into our vehicles and then moved what we could to the higher levels. We must have been too calm because at one point I had to yell into the bunks…Guys…the water is teen feet from the building…please hurry up!!
As we were running around in all directions…it actually was pretty comical. The situation was urgent, but again I did not believe it could happen…at least not again. As the volunteer vans were finally pulling out of our property, water was under their tires…it still did not seem real. As I was calf deep in water, desperately trying to save the potted plants my friend Jewell had given me…it still did not seem real. As I sprinted inside with only time to grab my back pack…and nothing else, as Alex fell down the steps from the rushing water moving his feet. It seemed so surreal.
This time, we were also stranded a the top of the hill in the Armstrong parking lot. Except, this time, we had a group of volunteers stranded with us. Since it flooded during the day, we got to watch the waters rise and overtake our property…I’m not sure what is worth-flooding at night and imagining the damage, or flooding in the day and watching it. We saw the waters surge to about 6in under our house. The water stayed that high for about an hour before it started to recede. Just as I had lost all hope, I walked away and couldn’t take it anymore…the water started to go down. Thank God!
Still, even with the water receding, the road was still flooded. We started to realize that we should have brought food, water and perhaps even toilet paper for our group…oops. However, our neighbors, many of whom we had never met until this point we bringing us all they had..bottled water, coffee-they were very generous. One neighbor even cooked us a hug meal! It was amazing… so delicious!
As the water cleared our property, the road was still closed, but we could tour the property and see the damage. I saw the volunteers eyes as they took in all the destruction. I recognized the looks on their faces…reflecting how I had felt only two months earlier the first time. However, this time…for me was different. I had hope. I knew what it would be like. I knew we could clean it up.
As soon as the water cleared the road, our boss man Joe drove in to get us. We took the students to town to stay at our church. They all got showers…flood water is full of bacteria. I slept with the women in the church pews. We had a small reflection with the girls and they all seemed okay with it…it’s a lot to handle especially in high school. The next morning, our boss decided they should go..its not necessarily safe to be cleaning up after a flood. They wanted to stay, but they left anyway.
And so, began the cleanup of flood number two.

June, June and more June

Sorry for the lack of posts...things here have been well crazy lately...and now that I am a little more removed from it all...I can look back on it with a clearer head.
The last month and a half have been crazy...and many interesting twists have happened...and yet...God is good..life is good.

A week ago my bedroom was broken into again...and I was tired and frustrated and just broke down. I thought we were done with all of that stuff...and walking into my room...and seeing my locked door...now broken into...well it was scary...and being tired and tired of it all...well i just lost it...Feeling secure with new locks..and a system and then having someone go through my stuff again...well it was hard. After I cried...which for me can be a big thing...bossman suggested I leave the farm for the night...and I'm glad he did. I got to spend time with Wild Woman and Eda and being with friends and people who really care...I realised just how lucky I am. I mean afterall the stuff was annoying but it was more the creepiness of the intruders...and yet after being with those here who I love and who love me...well all of that really didnt seem to matter anymore.

Last weeks group worked hard and helped us a lot. I think they got a lot from the farm and it was good getting to know them. A little tired and not fully there...I feel I may have not given them my all...but they still seemed to have a good time and thats most important. At the end of the week me and Alex realised just because we have been here so long...we still need to be patient....so we are planning on reminding eachother of the good each day...three good things to be specific

This past week was well awesome! It felt as if the farm was back..and I guess so were we. Mercedes a full team member now jumped right in...and so did the group. They worked hard...and without any events and twists...it was a week to remeber...I think we needed this week...at least I did...so ending this week I am thankful and in a completly different state of mind...feeling rested even though having less rest...and ready more than ever for the next group...God is good...
Now off to handle a flat tire and groceries before the next group
peace and love
Colleen

May in a blink

Wow...its already the begining of June...May went by so fast. With the flood and flood cleanup and the few groups we had in May...it just rushed by. Although it was a month full of challenges, blessings and learning experiences...I am not sad to see it go. This Month was one of the hardest in my life. From the flood to saying bye to Jamie, to being an adult babysitter, to being robbed...twice...and having creepers bother our volunteers in the bunks at night...phew its been one thing after another. Yet...there were some good things...spring has been beautiful...many people have come and helped us out...the community seems to really support us and that is a nice thing...we have mercedes on board now...so help is here...and no one got hurt in all of the mess.

We did have a college group help out and boy did they work hard! Almost all flood work and physical labor...thanks guys for your willingness to do what was needed...you wouldnt believe how the farm looks now.

Also, last week we had two high school group here...from very different areas of the country...and they were great...thanks for your energy and hard work...you guys were a lot of fun.

The Flood...

So, if you've been wondering why there have been a lack of posts...well we had a flood. The last Sunday Jamie was here...last afternoon/ early evening...we started flood procedure. We always joked that before Jamie left, we would have to do the procedure...we never guessed it really would happen...and that it would be the worst flood in ten years. Everyone always told us not to be scared...our property was flood proof...floods happened all the time...there was a plan...and it all seemed so controlled. Well, it just goes to show you...you can never control the world...that God can turns things upside down in an instant...and that well nature is powerful.

As the Sunday rain continued to pour down, the community kept calling checking that we were safe...this is not unusual in heavy rain. we kept checking the levels and it was rising but seemed fine. We were resting b/c we had a another group coming in. Before the group arrived me and Alex drove to check the road to make sure it was clear for the group to come in on...and when we came back...well it was so high in our Yard we had to start flood procedure...being us, we thought it was fun...at first. It was pouring and like from a movie we moved what we could to upper levels. Soon, we were tired and realised flood procedure is not that fun. When we moved what we could...we went back to our house...I got a special phone call form Mel(yay!). We tried to move the car up, but being old its battery didn't work and so we pushed it back ten feet to higher ground..thinking it would be enough. After fifteen minutes..Jamie called and we saw that our backyard was now part of the creek...trees were floating down it...and whew it had started to rise really quickly. So, we started moving up the stuff from under our house. Within minutes though...there was about a foot of water under our house. We heard meowing just In time to rescue Sheba..and bring her to the porch.
At this point, we called Joe to let him know it was now under our house and the group should not come today...still feeling confident we were safe. However, once Joe heard the levels, he told us we needed to walk up the hill to higher ground...it a log came and hit one of our pillars...well it wouldn't be safe. So, Jamie and Alex grabbed important belongings and extra clothes...and I well I am not sure where my head was...I was not worried which is unlike me....I did not grab my valuables in case the house went down...i just grabbed my computer and my ipod and a quilt and popped some popcorn....and walked up the hill...no extra clothes...no preparation. When we walked up the hill in the pouring rain...it started to get real. Neighbors stopped by on ATVs and offered their house...but we waited too long to take them up on the offer...thinking we should stay put where Joe would know where to find us if he ever could get on the road...by the time we wanted to use their phones...when the hill we were on was an island and we couldn't get there....so we resorted to sleeping in the van...a little wet from the rain...no change of clothes...and unsure what the next day would bring. Before drifting into our half sleeps...Alex stated something to the effect of..well the rain pounding on the roof might be peaceful if I didn't know every drop was a little closer to getting into my house....and from there...all night I kept envisioning our house flooding, and floating away...I have to admit...it was overwhelming. Anyways...when we woke up around 7am...we headed to hte farm to check the progress...it was amazing...water was just under our house....we could not get in...there was a tree lodged in the chapel steps...water was in all our buildings...and the car had been spun and moved at least ten feet....we took pictures...they can be seen on the Glenmary Farm facebook fan page.
With no other choice, we headed back to the van. Soon, our neighbor brought us coffee and let us sit in his RV until the water went down. He brought out a radio and we were able to hear all the surrounding areas hit by the flood...it was interesting...
By eleven, the waters went down as fast as they came up...we were able to get back in our house. We walked the property, called Joe...and examined the damage. With about 6ft in each building...gravel thrown about, picnic tables and outhouse washed away....we knew we had our work cut out for us. As soon as the road cleared enough for Joe to drive in, he did. As neighbors drove by on the ATVs, taking pictures of the destruction...they waved and smiled knowing the feeling...saying to us...welcome to Kentucky. Soon, Joe took us to his place...we had no water, no phones and no comp...he took us to eat and let us sleep before all the work came.

From the day of the flood until now, we have been busy almost everyday from flood cleanup. We have had a lot of help...people from church, from Peoples construction company, from old farm managers(which was awesome to meet and spend time getting to know people who shared this job), as well as volunteers from colleges. It has been a long couple of weeks...but we are almost there. Currently, the gravel is smoothed, the bathhouse is gutted, the buildings are cleaned and repainted, the furniture we could save is saved..the rest is piled waiting for FEMA to pick up next week....new bunks are built...old ones destroyed....we are on our way....pray for us

Last "full" group with Jamie

This past week was the last full group the three amigos would work together on. We were all a little nostalgic...its been quite the journey...too much to recall and put into words actually. In the end, the week as alright...filled with unique challenges as each group is...and in the end I think the students got something out of it which is important. They worked hard...were huge fans of ninja...and got a lot of work done. We got our garden started...which is very exciting! hopefully as we plant the rest...we will have a bountiful harvest! So far in the ground are potatoes, onions, cabbage, and broccoli...soon the rest to follow! More updates as we plug along...and we learn how to as we go. For now, just enjoying the last moments together...finishing the last of the work for this week. Last night we also had a KY derby party at church...and oh what fun! We all made huge hats out of bags and plates etc and had a contest...mine won somehow haha...(pictures soon). We also donated money to Charity and each dollar allowed the donator to pick a horse out of the box...during the race we all supported our given horses...I had Dublin...no win...but still a cool name. Then, we shared food(pulled pork and derby pie and other wonderful foods) and fellowship and laughs...it was a good time.
Today at church we celebrated Jamie and all she did for the community...we gave her the scrap book and Cd's me and Alex have been working for...so many memories...I am blessed to have made such good friends here...ones that will be in my life from here on out.

Nicknames given all around

Last week we had two high school groups here...and they were phenomenal! we were a little tired on their arrival...but their energy carried us. Although very out loud and a little crazy(in a good way) they knew how to work hard and when to listen and I think they got a lot out of the week. They gave me my first nickname from a group...and well it was pretty funny. The week was fun and it was one of those that did not seem like work. So thanks guys for being so open, so hard working, and accepting of the farm experience. It really is what you put in, you get out...we just help the week run. I also got to go to the nursing home this week...it was fun...one woman thought i was her deceased husband...but it was nice to see her smile...and i made some other new friends. It was a week of hard work, good weather, and good times...thanks for a good transition back to the farm!

Dad at the Farm and a quick visit home

After the last group left, I was excited to see my dad. He was visiting Kentucky and was coming to see me at the farm! This place is hard to explain completely if you have never been here. So, I was looking forward to sharing with him all the things I loved about being here but maybe could not put into words. Also, I really missed him and was excited to spend some quality time catching up. My dad got here in time for church on Sunday. He got to meet much of the community I so love here. Following church, I took him on a drive all around the county...he saw work sites...we got to go walking...and we even ate at Kenny's! Later that night we planned for our travel the next day and got to spend some time with Wild Woman. Overall, I think my dad enjoyed himself...I know I did!
The next day, we traveled up to Dayton so I could meet with some programs I am interested in for Grad school. I was so scared at first...but once I started talking and listening, I realised it was a great place...and I am excited for that next step in life when I reach it!
After Dayton...we flew home! woohoo! Its hard to remember all I did the days at home because I feel like I could have blinked and it would have been over. There was a lot to do for mom's fundraiser for PD. Everyone did have to work during the days so I kept busy trying to help out, visiting with Nana or at Marist.At night I did get to hang with the fam...and it was really so good to see them...I wish it was longer!
Overall it was a good, quick visit. I got to reconnect with many I miss and love in NY..and the fundraiser was a hit! Overall it reminded Me just how loved I am at home and how lucky I am! I am so thankful for the people in my life...I have been blessed

Week after Easter...opening the farm to New Yorkers

The week after Easter, we were tired from all the business f the season, but I was so excited for the next group to come because they were from New York! Although a different part of the state, I was still very excited to get to know them and connect with other New Yorkers. Also, their college was in the MAAC and raced Marist, so for once they were bound to have heard of my college. When they arrived, to my surprise, there was a fellow 09 Red Fox there. Although we had never met, we lived in similar circles at college, and it was nice to make a connection at the farm. Overall, the week had some challenges just like every other week. Overall, looking back I think I earned a lot about leadership and teamwork. I am so thankful to be working with Jamie and Alex who make me stronger and as a whole make the farm a better place. It was a good week in the end getting to know the students and learning about their lives. Also, we had a mid week visit from past farm friends...which was great and really brought our spirits up! So again, I am thankful for the lessons learned and the people I learned them with.

Easter

I have been fortunate in my life to never have missed a holiday with my family until this Easter. Each holiday at "home" has its own traditions...things that make another year past, and are filled with family time. Holy week for me, is a time where I usually get to be with my family. We go to church and hang out and prep for Easter. We dye eggs and the bunny comes...and on Easter itself we dress up, go to church and see pretty much all of our extended family....its basically awesome.

This year, at first I was sad to be away.. I was thinking of my family a lot...and I know they were thinking of me too. And, at the end of the day...although I missed them...I am glad I was able to spend time with the family I have made here. I started out the day by hiding surprises for my coworkers...the best friends I could ask for in this job...then, they humored me and wore the bunny ears I made for us as we hid over 200 eggs for the kids at church. The mass itself, well it was great. It was packed...everyone dressed up...many had their family visiting...and Father Larry was back...and healthy finally! Joy was just filling the place! After mass, the kids hunted eggs, and we shared tons of food..and many laughs. After mass I went with Jamie to bring communion..which is always fun..and then we spent a large part of the day enjoying the sunshine. We finished the day with dinner with Joe and Laura which is always fun...they even made us Easter baskets. Overall, it was a good day.
So, although I missed being home, I am glad I was here to be a part of the celebration
thankful for the people here..and this place

Holy Week

The last couple of weeks have been counting down...preparing our hearts for the biggest week in the Catholic church...Holy week. We, surprise surprise, had another college group on spring break to enjoy most of the week with us. They arrived in time to help with the Seder meal at church. Some members of another faith attended also, making the event a real community celebration. As the week went on, there are some circumstances that changed their plan... someone had to go home, and they all were pretty flexible about the change...even though it reworked some of their Easter plans. They did a lot of good work, and we shared many stories and many laughs. Again, a great group of people I am lucky to have met. So, thank you for your positive energy...you never complained and you kept us going when we were tired. The group was able to join us for Holy week, in a small service where we all got to wash each other's feet...something that is humbling and beautiful. Their change of plans allowed them to join in for pantry handout...which was a rousing success! The new system, drive through and all...actually works pretty well. We still get to chat with people when they come to the clothing side...which is my favorite! So many of the people we love came through last week...and well it was just fun! A friend even went out of his way to drill through the door and reattach the handle...woohooo...no more coat hanger as a handle...and what a nice gesture!
As the group left, we we settling into our rest time...when we got a phone call to help move some one's furniture. Alex's girlfriend was here so me and Jamie thought we could handle it..it didn't seem like a lot. Well, it was a lot...and I don't know where our strength came from...but as tired as we were the two of us lifted a couch, a bed, shelving, electric scooter, and other items up a large flight of stairs. Although we were tired, and it was 88 degrees...it was empowering and a good way to spend good Friday. After mass we fell asleep. For Saturday we shopped for the following group, and I attended the Easter vigil mass at the Glenmary church in the next county. It was cool how welcoming they were, and nest to see Glenmary function in another setting.
Overall, it was a great Holy Week

March Maddness at the farm

Sorry for the lack of entries lately. The past three weeks have been great, but crazy...they consumed all I had. We served with over 80 college students for the past three weeks. It was a lot to coordinate, a lot of work to do, and lots of stories to hear and share...it was awesome...but tiring.
I know the whole point of the blog is to update you on my life and how I am doing and events at the farm...and well when things get busy that just gets hard. With the 80+ students the past three weeks there is so much to remember, I almost feel as if I should have taken notes or something...but it was just a lot, so sorry for the vagueness. Overall, it was a blur, it was a challenge and we got a lot done. I met so many amazing people and heard so many stories. We laughed and struggled...it was a challenge. There are so many things to process....
Two of the main things that stick out to me are first that there really are many many wonderful people out there, doing good...I was impressed by all of you..who you are and what you aim to be. Sometimes when you look around the world, you forget that.
Also, I realised how different my life is right now from that of a year ago...not only my location and what I am doing, but how I am doing. Last year at this time I was on a cruise with forty of my friends,still in school, still near to home,(supposed to have everything..on the top of the world) yet I may not have been completely there...you see, I was much more physically fit but emotionally and spiritually I was a bit lost. Here now, I am far from "home"( I have made many strong connections here but am still far from those who have been important in my life for years). I am physically unfit...the most out of shape in years..and yet I am happy...I am emotionally fit and at peace...feeling spiritually strong and closer to God... no matter what comes I feel ready...I am far from home and often miss home, but I am still happy...so its a trade off...but interesting to compare
Overall, these weeks were challenging emotionally-I had to learn to assert myself(I HATE confrontations)...in order to be a good leader. I also had to let go and trust God that I would have enough energy to make it through...trying to put others first. At times it was really hard to keep being open, and keep telling my story and sincerely listening when I was tired....but struggling through that..at times succeeding, and others not...well it was a lesson I am glad to have learned. If I am not healthy I can not be there for others.
phew...that was a lot...and the work..wow...the volunteers did sooooo much! They worked tirelessly at the pantry..and even helped clear out the clothing side...my dream! They visited with many of the community, cleaning houses and bringing cheer.. ears for listening, smiles for sharing, and hearts for caring. They worked with the construction crew..finishing up some rehabs and starting work on a pretty cool energy efficient house right in town. They handed food out at the pantry and at the senior center. They saw wild woman and scooped her cow's poo for our garden and even fixed her cow's fence...how awesome!! Around the farm...well so much was done. We now have blue picnic tables and a box for firewood. We have a revamped woodshed, shiny floors and painted bunk walls. Our garden is prepped for planting and our trails are clear...just in time for spring! We have chopped wood and sewed food bags and cleaned...etc etc etc....thank you thank you thank you!
For me, I was able to have some firsts also...I was given a grease trap shower, I went on my first run in a month, I learned how to make a barbed wire fence, and I even got to use a power washer...cool! Mags and sybil came to visit..which was awesome...just wish it was longer! Also, no vehicle accidents thanks to our new 3ft reflectors on the bridge. Overall, it was a blur, it was awesome...it was a blessing. I was pushed farther than I thought I could go...it was totally worth it. Thank you all who served with us...you were great!
Now, we are off and its time to rest.
peace and God bless,
Colleen

"off week" full of activity?

This past week is has been just me and Jamie at the Farm. Alex is off spreading the message of the farm and visiting one of his favorite places in the world and we are here holding down the fort. After the last group left, we were sad to see them go, but Happy for some rest. And...it came at the perfect time! For the first time in a while I felt pretty sick with a cold. So, I am thankful for this time for recovery. Just as soon as I kicked the cold, a strange bout of poison ivy-like wonderfulness has decided to remain on my eyelid...so its been interesting... But, really it has been a good week. With a few errands in town, and a few trips to help and to visit with people in town...it has been slow. We planned and shopped for the upcoming groups. We had a scare and visited a friend in the hospital...getting there was quite another adventure...and we went to church. Also, we participated in an interfaith reading group of Mitch Album's Have a little faith...and spent some time thinking about what I need from this Lent....Other than that we have had time to recover, rest, read and work on our crafts. So, feeling better and ready to take on March Madness...this overall was a good week. Here's some pics of the things I have been able to work on this week and in the past weeks...(hand sewn quilts, hand sewn outfits for bears, and cards etc etc...also starting a panel for the Parkinson's quilt)

So thanks for tuning in...wishing Peace, sending love <3>

Last week, I almost drove our truck of the bridge...

So, the last two weeks, Lewis County has been hit with record amounts of snow and cold weather...Phew...I thought I was moving to warmer weather coming to the farm...but the days seem remarkably similar to those of New York winters. Luckily we have had groups with good spirits...and creativity...prepared with warm clothing...and ready to face the elements.
The only real bummer about snow in Lewis County is that with the beautiful hilly terrain, snow makes the roads very difficult to drive...shutting down a lot in the county. A few days we were stuck on the farm, which although potentially boring for the groups...gives the farm a chance for catch up...working on projects that make the farm run better. We had the boys this week building shelves for our tshirt sale room, sorting our new shipment and even sewing tshirt bags for the pantry. I know...some had never sewed before, but they did great! After a few days we were able to get off the farm, still we had to drive carefully. It was a pantry week, so we had work to do at the clothing side, and packing the boxes. After a long day of work, we were excited that we just about made it back to the farm. I was driving the truck and Jamie the van behind me...well I had a bad feeling...and stopped the truck to move a tarp laying over the bridge. I couldn't really see the edge of the small bridge on the farm because it was covered with snow... I thought I was fine but stopped just as a student stated... "umm...you missed". I put the truck in park and notice The front left wheel was hanging off the bridge. Great....I didn't know what to do...the truck is our vehicle to pull other vehicle's out... Just as I am starting to panic...help comes from all directions...literally. Jamie and the chaperone's and Alex and the other boys on the farm. After a very long time of reversing and shoveling and pulling with the van and pushing....finally...we got it out....as it happened I literally had tears in my eyes...so thankful for every one's help...and greatful for the best coworkers ever! Later in reflection I realised that sometimes our weaknesses/ failures bring out the best in others. Well, the truck incident...brought out the best in all at the farm that day...thank you guys!

From there, the rest of the week went so well! The group was great! -So fun and full of positive energy....they were great to be around...and they did a lot of great work! SO thanks guys for the memories the laughs and everything you did at the farm! It was another great one for the books!

Wake Up...its pitch dark outside...I know the power is out

Last Tuesday, I woke up with a start...looked out my usually bright window(we have safety lights outside) and saw darkness...saw my clock was off...and realised the power was out. I, was on breakfast crew which meant...I was in charge of waking the troops...getting breakfast and the day started. Not knowing what time it was...not having a phone to call about work sites...and not having power to cook meals...I started to panic a little inside. I felt around for a candle and a match and found my way to my trusty farm manager handbook...in the book it says "flip breakers or call electric company"...so I flip the breakers...knowing most likely that wont work b/c the outage was probably from the snow storm...so I wake up Alex...and eventually Jamie. We light some more candles...decide to wait until daylight to wake the group and start the meal. (we figured out it was about 6am so we only had to wait about an hour for sunlight. We make plans...and wait for the light. Just as I am about to wake the group....the power turns on...HOORAY! so, we had a lovely pancake breakfast...and although we were snowed in on the farm...we couldn't leave b/c the hill was too icy...we made the most of the day. We could tell some of the students were disappointed...they wanted to work..and meet people in the area...and they felt it a waste to stay on the farm....we tried to explain the importance of any work...and some understood...if I was in high school(or even my first two years in college)I know I would not see the bigger picture so easily...so that's impressive that some of them got it so soon.

Anyways....when we got snowed in a second day....it was hard to keep spirits up...but everyone made an effort. Over the two days snowed in we got soooo much done...we sewed many bags for the pantry...we had a sewing circle and shared stories which was really fun! We made Valentines for the Nursing home, and a crate for our athletic equipment. One group tore up the tile in the staff house and another ripped the rotten walls off the woodshed. The group cleaned and reorganised the pantry and the tools shed and the kitchen and the bunks and even repaired our couches...whew...what a list!! Anyways...the group really helped the farm...all the things we don't necessarily have time to do other weeks...were done and done well! Later in the week we did get off the farm...some people cleaned the church, others got to meet Wild Woman and others organised food and shelves at the food pantry...and...and...completely sorted the remaining clothes in the clothing pantry...I know amazing!

Anyways...as a whole it was a week that kept us on our toes...a week that challenged us all...and a week that helped us see things differently. The chaperone's were great which helped a lot! Some highlights include the night out at a local church...the group was awesome...and it was an experience I will always remember...going up for another song...how great!

Overall I feel I was challenged by this week...a lot personally...but I think it was good for me. I was brought back and reminded what it was to be a girl in high school...and I gained a lot of perspective....so thanks for a great week...and thanks for the snowy weather...

Pantry Handout a sucess...now onto a new work week

This past pantry handout was a success...without George and Sue...things were a little confusing at first but everyone stepped up and it went smoothly. Numbers were a little slower than recently...most likely because of the weather...which actually was nice because it gave us more time to talk and spend time with people coming through. Since it was just me and Alex this week, we both stayed for the handout and then did deliveries. It was Nice to chat with those we deliver after because I usually am not on that job.

After the handout we had a quiet weekend. We got ready for the group...did some shopping and went to church.

Our group came in last night and they are great. I can tell already! Today I spent a day with a group at the clothing pantry all day. A job that can often be tedious...and not my favorite and yet, I had fun today. We got so much done!! A clean pantry here we come!!
So here's to a good start of the week...hoping the weather holds out for us!!
Colleen

A Busy Off Week

This week, we do not have a group here, but it is the first week of the month which means...we have some stuff to do. We also are one member down for a few days...another test to see if we can survive when not all three are together. So far, we have been busy planning for the next week, packing commodities, and getting ready for pantry day this week. Actually in the end, we really are not that busy...just some things we have to be responsible for. So far so good...

Also, I have started exercising again...and I feel better even though I am really really out of shape...but the beginning is always the hardest....so here's to a productive spring

Besides that....we lost another cat...Moses got hit by a car....not sure if I mentioned that or not...other than that...the farm is holding up...things are good so far

thanks for tuning in
peace and love,
Colleen

A Week of firsts

So, once again...every week at the farm is different. The weather this week has been back to cold, cold and more cold...
We just got done with a high school group. They were smaller than expected, and a group of all guys, but I think they got a lot out of the farm. They reminded me that if one person is effected by their time here, then it makes it all worth it. Just because the farm is not so new to me, doesn't mean that it can not change the way others see things, it is good to be reminded sometimes. Living here, I think at times I am beginning to take it for granted...the farm and the program...it becomes life and you forget how special it really is....so this week even though short...was good for me

This week I spent a lot of time at the pantry...cleaning and sorting the clothing side and packing the food boxes. I also got to visit with wild woman...it had been over a week since our last visit and we missed her. This week also had a couple first...I had to accompany a student to the doctors for x-rays after he got hurt playing basketball...my first time with a mini crisis...also we had some local visitors come and join for a game of bball...pretty fun...they beat us(even though I did not play lol) anddd...today as I went to check on the bunks....I saw the dogs grabbing the remains of some animals body...yes the same dogs that would not scare off a dog following me on our property had enough energy to rip apart another animal...I still love them anyway...but come on!

Also...i had not been sleeping great lately and I noticed mybed was caving in....so today I moved my bed around...I found that the planks holding my box spring were out...ahha....no wonder it was a little uncomfortable...anyways...its fixed and wonderful now

other than that...its an off week...and it will be a cold one...
until next time
wishing peace and sending all mylove,
Colleen <3

trip to Akron

The past few days, the farm managers and I traveled to Akron to visit our friends at Archbishop Hoban high school. It was great reconnecting with old friends and seeing them in their element. Thanks for your hospitality! It was good to speak to the high school about the farm, and also to get away from the area just for a bit. Now, time to get ready for the next group..and enjoy the warmer, rainy weather.

off week on the farm

So, with the nice weather I decided it was time to move my butt and get running again. Yesterday was a beautiful day...light mist..a little cold. but good running conditions. First mile, I'm feeling a little winded but it feels good to exercise...as I make it up the first big hill, I'm greeted by a decent sized dog, one that has never bothered me before...well he jumped and lept..and ran at me...scratched...and tried to nip for about a mile. Good thing I was in a full spandex suit so he couldn't really do anything...I think he was just playing around b/c he wasn't really trying to bite and his tail was wagging...but it was annoying/ frustrating on my part. I tried everything to shake him. First, ignore, don't make eye contact and walk away...didn't work. I tried yelling in a deeper voice...didn't work. I tried running...and standing...didn't work. When he tried to nip me...well i hit him hard in the face...didn't work...I even tried to pet him...which worked for a second until he went at me again...anyways long story short...looks like I might have to find a new running route.
The best part of the whole event was when I made it back to the house...I was hoping to give the dog a scare...hoping our dogs who bark at everything would at least bark at him...um not exactly. I had to go into their dog houses, pull them out, show them the dog...and then they chased it off...when it came back on the property...they didn't seem to care...again I had to drag them over to me and then they barked and kind of scared it away...so yeah...new running route to be planned. Oh, and do not worry...I am completely fine and was not in any real danger...the dog wasn't really vicious...just didn't understand I didn't want to play...the worst part was walking into the house...covered in mud...from the dog jumping on me. Anyways....theres always a lesson to be learned right?

After that incident, I spent the rest f the day inside. I sewed an outfit for the build-a bear Michaela bought me for Christmas...pictures posted at a later date. Also, cleaned and got ready for our road trip. The next few days the farm managers are going on a trip. We are visiting our friends who came down to the farm a few months ago. Which should be great!! Also, we are stopping on the way at Costco...and dropping off one of our many cats(who keep wandering on the farm) at a shelter...bye CC...its been nice...but now onto better things.
For now, signing off...Ohio here we come!

it feels like spring?

So the last post I wrote told of winter here in Lewis county...and the second part of our week...well felt like spring. The snow melted, it felt warmer...it was nice.
Anyways, the rest of our week was wonderful. The group was really into it and they really got the farm. They had a strong community but were not afraid to let us join theirs...they made it fun for us for a change. Also, they went to school in NY so it was fun being able to relate to a group about my hometown for once. All in all, it was fun...but also meaningful. So thanks guys for getting me back into the farm in the best way possible!

Since the group left, we have been enjoying the warmer weather...doing some cleaning outside...some exercising...and getting the farm and ourselves back in order after a long break...march madness here we come!

snow, snow and more snow(kind of)

Since returning to the farm, we have been under a winter weather advisory. Although that sounds intense...well compared to snow in NY...well...its a little lighter. I mean, don't get em wrong...it is cold and windy and icy...and well a constant flurry of snow flakes has fallen...just not accumulated.
So, the weather although beautiful has at times shut down our days activities. We have a group in now and today's main work was cancelled due to the weather. We were caught off guard because we didn't really even notice...good thing the group was easy going...we had a good day. We sewed some t-shirts for our renewable bag project, and we cleaned house for and visited with a friend from church. Now, we are back at the farm ready to start dinner making for the rest of our group.

So far so good. Yesterday was a good community building day as well. We spend the morning asa group visiting with wild woman and we got to feed her cows. Later in the day we were able to drop off donations and sort and clean God's time room.

So on to continue farm duties
until next time,
Colleen

15 pounds redistributed...Simplicity here I come

So, I am now safely back at the farm...it is snowing and we are planning for the next week. It is peaceful now, and again is seems the calm before the storm.

But, lets just say my journey back was not without a few laughs....So, Christmas, a time of giving...well my family is always way to giving and this year they gave me some boots and warm clothing...things I can really use on the farm...as well as a handmade quilt from Linds and her mom...and some crafts and books...things for the off weeks. Well, I set out to take most of it back with me...what a challenge since my suitcase was packed before I came. So, I opted to pack my jumbo suitcase...which took me 2 hours just to put everything in. I also jammed full my back pack and a small purse. Packed to capacity in the morning...well my bag looked over 50 pounds. Me and maggie tried to weigh it...but it was larger then the scale and we couldn't figure it out. So, I head to the airport thinking that usually overweight bags are about 50$ instead of 20...which is cheaper then shipping all the stuff I needed. I get to the baggage line and the woman tells me that bags under 50 are 20$ and those over are 90$...how outrageous!!! So she said either pay the extra 70 or redistribute 15 pounds...hm mm the choice was easy for me. After about 20 minutes and four tries I was wearing rain boots, had snow boots filled with clothing as well as all my toiletries in my purse, sneakers and shoes tied to the top of my backpack, my pockets stuffed...and well as every ounce of the two carryons I brought...a little uncomfortable...but totally worth it. The woman kind of rolled her eyes at me...but I made it. I was nervous about getting through security with all my stuff...pulling my laptop out of the crazily packed bag...but it was all fine...I got through. A few stares along the way, I did not mind but found amusing. Once we landed, I was the first farm manager into the airport so when I got my bag...I had to repack to be more comfortable...so, sadly there is no evidence of my disheveled appearance...
I was a little embarassed about the amount of stuff I had with me...we focus on simplicity...and well I had a lot of stuff with me....Jamie and Alex's bags combined were not as big as mine...they had to help me put it in the truck even...but I guess thats just me...I like to be overly prepared...and its something I am working on...but for now...it brought a laugh
So, heres to starting things in an unusual way...feeling good about 2010

HIghlights of home

my trip home has been wonderful! Catching up with family...through the good and the bad...being able to physically be there with those I love as things happen and not having to be filled in over the phone...well its been good...as my trips about to close, I thought I'd sumarize some highlights...at least for my own memory

Well, I love everything about Christmas so the days leading up to it...are my favorite. When I first came home, the snow got in the way of me participating in the Christmas event at KNox's headquarters this year, but Luckily I was still able to get together and Bowl with the gang. Then Me Mags Tim and Mich had to get the house ready for Michs bday party as Mom and Dad went to a funeral for a friend.
Shopping with Tim and Mich for Christmas and making presents is always a good time.
Christmas and birthdays and other holidays with the family.... always the best!

Playing Quelf and watching tv and sharing meals and conversations...family time...so good
Seeing the Christmas Spectacular, grabbing coffee with friends...planning get-togethers with college friends that fall through are disappointing...but surprising the effort some make even despite the obstacles... well, reminds me how lucky I am

Bringing in the New Year...free train rides, glittering eye lashes, delicious dinner, free Octopus, great fondue, free drinks, girls night out, New Years hats, music from a juke box, catching up with friends, laughing..just like the old times...crowded bus station, falling asleep on the bus, news of New Babies, walking home in the snow..following a deer, Mary Poppins x2, lounging...perfect

Missing friends...sometimes things just don't work out, getting together with others...it will be along time until I am home again...but I am lucky to have this time

New York, New York

The more time I spend home..in New York... the more familiar it seems. And yet, something is different, perhaps the difference is within me?

The more time I spend in New York, the more I appreciate my surroundings. Never having left for long before, I never had the chance to miss it.

The more time I spend in New York, the more I value the small details...not just the idea of home, but the small things that only those who live there know that make it well, yours

The more time I spend in New York, the more I feel reconnected with my family here. Being together, sharing experiences, enjoying company....what a gift!

The more time I spend here in New York, the more I realised just how truly blessed I am. Reminding myself that in the end..everything really does work out for the best.


Reflecting on home, I pray in Thanksgiving: Thanks God for all the gifts you have given me, all the people and opportunities you have put in my life, and all of the wisdom you have helped me understand...no matter how hard it was to obtain. I know I still have a long journey ahead of me, but I am confident all things will work out in time...

Thanks to everyone in my life.... I am one lucky bean

2010...here we go

As we said goodbye to 2009 and welcomed 2010...thoughts of all that has changed in a year fill my head. One of the biggest realizations I had these past couple days was that wow...2009 what one heck of a year!!
2009... my last year of college, a year I lost myself and began to find it again, a year of sorrows and hardships and a year of good times with friends and many good laughs. Looking back, I see our country realising it needs work, and I see people losing their jobs, yet I also see volunteer time rising and a real interest in the world around us....Every where you look there is good and bad...at least by our standards and I know this past year was hard for many people...cutting back, stepping back and for the first time in a while thinking about the difference between wants and needs. 2009, was the year I questioned things and was challenged and a year I began to learn, it was the year I first felt called to the farm and despite fear answered that call. It was the year I graduated from Marist and a year where I grew up(maybe just a little)...no matter how much I did not want to...and it has been a year where God has been patiently, slowly but clearly calling me closer.
Looking back...there were hard times...and easy times....so much has happened its hard to believe it all fit into the one year....One things for certain...it was eventful.
And yet, as we rang in the New Year and embraced 2010, I was filled with hope. It seemed to be a mutual feeling with me and the world around...Goodbye 2009...Welcome 2010...lets bring on the new beginnings....